Chapter 31

Bella's p.o.v

What was really wrong with me? The kiss was suppose to prove that he wasn't a great kisser but he was proving me wrong, his touch was giving me sparks that were making me fluster and melt all over his touch, my mind was blank and my body wanted more, there was this part of me that wanted to jump him right here and now, i really wanted him without a doubt. 

"It's good to see the alpha and Luna expressing their love for each other but would you please take it inside the pack house? Outside there are little pups and elders" Ryan's voice startled me, i quickly pulled back and shyly buried my face in haggai's shoulder. 

"Fuck Ryan, you just had to open your stupid mouth" Haggai yelled. 

"Sorry alpha, you can continue in the pack house just not outside please" he said. 

"Fine, you can go" he answered. 

"Excuse me" he said then went away. 

Haggai laughed lowly. 

"So..you are the shy type huh? Don't worry his gone now" he said as i pulled back and faced the ground. 

"I'm so embarrassed, i wish the ground could open up and swallow me" i said. 

"Then i would fight and break it until it releases you" he answered. 

I looked at him then laughed out loudly. 

"Whats with those love sick words" i asked. 

"Well i wanted to see you laugh, I'm glad it worked" he said as i stopped laughing. 

Haggai wasn't as bad as i thought he was, the whole past weeks he gave me space and time, he didn't rush me or pressure me, all he did was watch me from afar, for some reason my heart was warming up to him, he was really nice and kind to me than back then. 

"Would you like to go on a date with me, i know its a bit lame and.... 

My mouth was shut with a kiss, he kissed me softly then pulled back. 

"I would love that, to refuse such an offer i would be a fool" he answered happily then looked away with watery eyes. 

Was he crying? 

"Hey, are you crying?" I asked lowly. 

"No I'm not" he answered lowly. 

"Haggai" i called softly. 

He turned and looked at me with tears on his cheeks. 

"I don't deserve you Bella, i really don't, i love you with all my heart, as much as i want to be with you i want to see you very happy, i don't want to force you to be with me, i want you to fall in love with me too, please" he cried as he fell on his knees. 

I looked at him with forming tears, i was really hurting him too, he too had been badly suffering because of me, i knelt down next to him and hugged him. 

"I'm not forcing myself, i want to go on a date with you because I'm happy here, please don't cry, I really forgave you, so do forgive me too for hurting you then" i cried as he embraced me closely. 

"Lets on a date tomorrow then" he whispered as i nodded. 

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Bella's p.o.v

I woke up with a nervous heart, today was the day i was going out for a date with Haggai, somehow it felt so wrong and at the same time so right, i had no idea what to put on, i went downstairs in the living room and found Haggai talking to his mother happily, when he saw me he extended his hand towards me, i slowly moved closer and took it. 

"Morning" he greeted while kissing me on my cheek. 

"Morning" i answered back with a smile. 

"Hey, i heard you are going on a date today, i was wondering if you needed any help with choosing what to wear?" haggai's mother asked softly. 

"Mother!" Haggai called out loudly as i laughed lowly. 

"Thank you very much, i would love that" i answered. 

"See son, only women know when their fellow ladies need help" she said as Haggai smiled happily. 

"Bella!"

Andy's voice screamed outside, i quickly let go of haggai's hand and ran outside. 

Andy stood surrounded by four big wolves, his left shoulder was bleeding and his clothes were almost torn. 

"Andy" i whispered lowly. 

I was about to go to him when Haggai held my hand. 

"Let her go!" Andy yelled. 

"No, she's my mate she stays here right by my side as for you vampire, I'm giving you exactly five minutes to go back were you came from, crossing my packs boundary without my permission means death the only reason that you are still breathing right now is Bella" Haggai growled angrily. 

"To bad dog, I'm not moving an inch without her" he answered angrily. 

Haggai let my hand go and stepped away from me, i watched in shock for the first time as his bones cracked ripping off his clothes he transformed into a big pitch black wolf that was bigger than the four wolves that were circling Andy. 

The four wolfs stepped aside as the pitch black wolf moved closer, Andy looked at me sadly with forming tears. 

"Michael" i whispered. 

Before i knew it, i ran in front of Andy and faced the wolf which i knew was Haggai. 

"I'm begging you Haggai, give him a chance to explain himself, please" i whispered. 

The wolf growled lowly then turned and went in the park house, i turned and faced Andy angrily. 

"What the hell do you want?" I asked loudly. 

"It's not good manners for a lady to be this rude" he said lowly. 

"Fuck manners" i whispered. 

I looked at him surprised when he burst out laughing. 

"Can he now leave before i make him" Haggai said. 

I turned and looked at him, he stood near his mother leaning against the door in only shorts. 

"You know why I'm laughing?" He asked lowly as i ignored him and kept quiet. 

"Because this is not the first time you have answered me like that, the first time was when we were at the table eating breakfast with aunty, when i asked you what it meant you laid" he said as i quickly span around and faced him with forming tears. 

"Michael " i called lowly. 

"Yes, sorry i took long to remember" he said as tears rolled on my cheeks.