Chapter 30

Bella's p.o.v

After breakfast i stepped outside and took a walk, Haggai was behind me quietly following me, i turned and faced him, he smiled then touched my cheeks. 

"Before you ask me why I'm following you i will answer on my own, i don't want to lose you again like a fool, I'm afraid you might leave me and go" he said as i sighed lowly. 

I didn't want to be with him or stay, i just wanted to go far away and start a new life, he held both of my hands in his. 

"Bella, i know you might need some time alone to think clearly but i just can't let go of you, i and my wolf really love and need you, it might be early to say this but i do have feelings for you even if you are a witch or not" he said softly as i felt tears form in my eyes, i looked down feeling sad. 

These were the words i wanted to hear from Andy not him, i knew he was being honest, i could see the truth in his eyes its just that i wasn't in love with him, deep down i somehow blamed him for all the misfortune that had befallen me, sadly it wasn't really his fault, it was mine as well. 

"I don't know what to say, at the same time i hate you but i also don't, i know you are not to blame fully for my pain, i too was responsible for my own bad luck, I'm sorry i hurt you, i had no right to do that to you and your family" i answered sadly. 

He held my chin and forced me to look at him. 

"You had all the rights Bella as my mate and Luna, i am willing to do everything in my power to just have you stay by my side, i really need you" he said as i swallowed hard. 

The old me would have died of joy but the me now wasn't ready or willing to be with him. 

"Okay, lets start over as friends, if it all goes well then we can try and be more" i said seriously. 

He lifted me up and spined me happily. 

"Thank you, thank you a million" he said as he stopped and laughed softly, he put his forehead on mine then sighed lowly. 

"I will never let you down ever again" he whispered. 

I pulled back and pat his head with a smile, well there was no harm in being friends with him. 

He leaned in closer and rested his head on my shoulders near my neck. 

"I wish you could smell what i smell, I'm really addicted to your heavenly scent, i just wanna burry myself in here forever" he whispered as i broke out in laughter. 

He pulled back and looked at me with a smile. 

"What?" He asked loudly. 

"I never knew you could be this cheesy" i said. 

"Well i am, and from now on expect more of this cheesiness" he whispered as he spined me again, i couldn't help but laugh loudly. 

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Haggai's p.o.v

The past three weeks were perfect, Bella was really warming up to me and the pack, every time she was addressed or greeted as Luna she answered back kindly, at times she helped out with taking care of the pups, she was the talk of the pack, many pack members came to congratulate me on finding such a beautiful mate, not only was she powerful, she was sweet and kind, i was so happy and over the moon, i was really in love with her. 

Here i was again staring at her as she was talking to some elderly she wolf. 

"She's very beautiful" Stan said. 

"Yes she is, i feel jalouse sharing her with my pack, i want her all to our self" i answered happily. 

"When can we mark her?" Stan asked. 

"Soon, lets us give her more time" i answered. 

She turned and looked at me, i smiled as she began to walk towards me. 

"Hey beautiful" i said cheerfully when she stood in front of me. 

"Hey, don't you have a company to run or something to do?" She asked with a smile. 

"Yes i do have and that's staring at you" i answered as she laughed softly. 

These days i got to see her laughing face very often and it was so beautiful, i couldn't stop the urge and pull i felt towards her, i held her waist and pulled her closer to me, before she could react i gently put my lips on hers, feeling her soft lips on mine made Stan howl in joy, i forcefully pulled back fearing i had angered her. 

She stared at me in shock, she slowly lifted her hands and touched her lips. 

"I'm sorry, i know its wrong to force you, i just couldn't help myself" i said sadly as she laughed loudly. 

I stood staring at her in shock, wasn't she suppose to be angry? 

"You suck at kissing, yes i was caught off guard but you really suck at this" she said as i lifted my hand and put it on her cheeks. 

Its true that she was my first in kissing but that didn't mean i sucked, hell no. 

"Do you want me to prove you wrong mate?" I asked lowly while i gazed in her beautiful eyes. 

"Sure" she answered seriously as i crushed my lips on hers. 

She immediately opened up to me as our tongues moved in unison, i knew this was a kiss of who was more dominant, and hell no was i letting her win, i caressed her neck gently knowing very well she felt the spark stronger than ever every time i touched her, she moaned in the kiss as she relaxed giving me full control, i slowed down and took my time in pleasing her, i kissed her slowly while my hand went to breast, i could smell the arousal that came from her when i squeezed her breast, this was becoming dangerous, i was becoming hard, i really wanted her very badly and to make matters worse we were outside were everyone was and being that they were all werewolves i knew they too were picking up the scent of our arousal.