All Chapters of Joanabe, your child: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

THIRD PERSON POV In these four walls, an old and dusty store, a sound of a playing song piece on a piano is all you can hear inside these walls. F#

KANE POV I am hyped to see Joanabe perform again when she told me she is participating in the talent search at La Romanina. I did not even get the chance to tell her my name or did get the chance to know the song she played in the store. I didn't even get the chance to tell her that I also joined the show b

JOANABE POV I see my mom standing looking so worried afar, I run towards her to seek comfort.  "MOM!" I scream calling my mom while running closer to her I feel so stupid. How can I forget about her? "Joanabe! You got me so worried!" She said while spreading her hands for me to embrace.  "Mom, I am so sorry. I let you down. How can I make daddy proud?" as I jump on her for an embrace. I cried in her arms. *I AM SO PATHETIC* "Joanabe, you do not have to be sorry, it has nothing to do with your dad." Mom pats my back to ease the pain inside of me. *KANE? WAIT! I LEFT HIM!* I let go of my mom and look directly at the place where I went with Kane, but compare to the shop, he is not there anymore, waiting for me.  "Is there something wrong Joanabe?" Mom asked me, I shake my head maybe hi

JOANABE POV **KNOCK**KNOCK** "Happy sixteenth birthday Joanabe! Make a wish!" Said Cheryl, standing in front of our door while holding a white chocolate cake and of course with a note wishing happy birthday to me. Is it really supposed to be happy for me? Funny it is, it's exactly the same after 5 years. ~Five years earlier **KNOCK**KNOCK** "HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANABE! MAKE A WISH!" Cheryl said happily as I open the door for her wondering if it was my dad. Sadly, it was my friend that's so excited about celebrating my birthday. "Cher, you know my birthday is next week," I said to her sadly, I do not want to kill her joy but I just want to remind her that it is not yet my birthday. *MY BIRTHDAY IS THE DAY I SHOULD BE CELEBRATING ABOUT, IT IS THE DAY WHEN THIS TRASH WAS BORN."* ~~~~

THIRD PERSON POV It's been a week after Joanabe's birthday after she dreamt that dream. She seats in quietly while the other students are busy chatting, vocalizing, and getting ready for their recital. Her thoughts can't help but dive deeper. That fog dream etched in her head that she cannot keep herself calm. It's intriguing her."UGH! THIS FEELING IS SO WEIRD!" Joanabe claimed, shaking her head, frustrated."You are weird, your running thoughts. You have a recital for today." Her mother said, sitting beside her in the backstage. She shot glares at her mother's comment. *WHO WAS THAT MAN IN MY DREAM?* Joanabe's mind keeps thinking about her dream, but her imaginations are interrupted by the sound of an opening door. **CREAK** She stares blankly at the person who gets inside in the preparation room. 

JOANABE POV "You really forgot all about me, right, Joanabe?" The girl said in a snarling face, and her eyes are serious. Her shoulders are up high in her annoyance.  Wow! She acts superior or popular or something-- "Aren't you Shally Mae?" Kane said, pointing at her, looking quite shocked. "Oh! How do you know?" Shally said happily as her face gleams while seeing his reaction to knowing her name. "Nah! Saw one of your performance before in-." Kane said awkwardly as he stroke his nape. I can see he is getting uncomfortable. "Ehem!" I cleared my throat, cutting their conversation. I did not like where it was heading. "You and Shally Mae. Watch my performance today. I will come up to the stage to show you both I am not the Joanabe you knew five years ago." He crosses my hands at my chest level. One of the organizers calls for me, and I

JOANABE POV It's been three years I've lost contact with him, It's been thirty-six months I've been wanting to hear him, It's been twenty-six thousand two hundred eight hours I've been missing him, longing him. The person I've been seeking for is right on my phone talking to me like he did before. He loudly exhales that creates a vibration through my ears, "Hello, Joanabe?"  Is this the day, He will ask me out? Is this finally the day he will say 'I miss you and I love you?' Is this it?    ~~~~~~ "Joanabe?" he said to the seventeen years old of me while swinging his feet, sitting in the chair.  "Knock, knock."  I looked at his eyes with a questionable look in my face, and I gave him an awkward smile.&

JOANABE POV The news that comes from his mouth is not what I wanted to hear from him. The word 'engage' is not for me, He did not say the words that I am expecting to hear. My eyes filled with tears are like candles that slowly melted away. I clenched my hand to hold back my will from slapping him. My blood boils in my veins as anger inside of me is slowly reaches my mind. My heart breaks into pieces while his warm hand touches mine. His words set cold water in my burning love for him. Now my heart is cold it is pitiful.  Love sucks, love hurts---- Love failed me. My sniffing nose clenches from his odor, his presence.  I stand from my seat. I look into his blue eyes and my mouth coldly said, "Congratulations, you have a happy ending awaits you. I am sorry, I am not hungry. I should get going." Feet o

JOANABE POV My heart just got stabbed by Kane Boucher in the restaurant, and now the knife is getting deeper by the sudden news that got strike on me. *MY BESTFRIEND IS MARRYING THE MAN I'VE BEEN WANTING FOR SO LONG.*

JOANABE POV "Joanabe." I feel someone shaking me. "Joanabe! Get a grip on your life!" Shally Mae furiously said, holding my body forcefully. "What were you thinking?" She sounds so worried, but I was thinking of Kane running to me, saying he was looking for me. What on earth, Joenabe? He is married. You can't have him, so you better stop it.  Shally pinches my shoulder to make me gasp in surprise. I can't be mad. She wants to get me back on my feet. Her eyes look at me like they want to scold me. My eyes enlarge as I could not speak. I am too busy thinking about him. But Kane wasn't thinking about me, and now Shally is sending chills all over my body. I shrug and move Shally Mae out of my way. "Joanabe!" Cheryl waved at me, smiling happily. I walk towards her, biting my lower lip, and said in response, "Hi! Cher,