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Chapter Thirteen
Author: xandymonday 2020-11-16 16:28:25
TAMARA
The cold breeze seeping through my senses made everything feel like December. The trail of big clouds were scattered on the tar-black sky like there is a heavy surge coming. As I was walking on my way here, my hands were feeling icy so I had to blew them up. I felt like a floating feather in restlessness. Perhaps it was because of the weather or it might be because the loud beating of my heart deafened me. I breathed heavily, trying to wrap around my head why I
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