All Chapters of I Used To Have Deep Love For You: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

\"Come on. Open your legs. Just relax, okay? I\'m going in.\" Those words didn’t come from my new husband, but a male gynecologist. I had an ovulation injection ten days ago. Two days after my wedding, I was lying on a cold operating table, legs spread apart, exposing my most private bod

I nodded, grabbed the edge of the bed tightly with both hands and closed my damp eyes. Once again, he slid the equipment inside me. The searing pain made me almost faint. I screamed out in pain. I tried my best not to move my lower abdomen. Beads of sweat trickled down my face as I clenc

I’m feeling a bit of discomfort in my belly right now. The doctor had told me that if the fluid build-up is severe, the operation will be postponed. As I took a step up the stairs, my hair got yanked hard from behind and I fell down. When I looked up, I met Maureen\'s eyes. Maureen

Maureen turned her head and moved closer to Marcus Mo. Her loose hair somewhat blocked my view. But there was no mistaking what I just saw. She was kissing my husband. He didn\'t push her away. He didn’t even blinked nor flinched at all. What’s going on? They are siblings! No matte

I stood as he walked back into his room. Yes, I know that. But hearing it from him, saying it to my face, is really painful. My presence here was just a side-effect of the deal between our old folks. To him, it was only my child than mattered. No one can deny that I was here to only to b

He’s kicking me out! This is all Maureen’s fault and yet I’m the one who needs to leave? How long do I have to endure this? Isn’t ten years long enough for him not to see my devotion for him? If this is what it’s come to then I have nothing more to lose. It’s time for me to face the thing that

At this, Tom finally melted. He shifted his eyes away from mine and sighed. When he recovered he spoke again, not looking at me this time. \"This man, what did you ever see in him? He doesn’t love you, Sarah. Why are you forcing yourself on him? There are other guys out there who will love you

What? Why does he kept on bringing Tom up? What did he ever do to him? \"This has nothing to do with Tom ! Stop shifting the blame to him, Marcus Mo!” Exasperated, I threw up my hands. “I want a divorce from you and you know exactly why. It’s all about Maureen and nothing else! I don’t want an

We haven’t seen Maureen nor heard anything from her in such a long time. Seeing her now, she definitely had gotten a lot thinner. Even though she was wearing makeup, I could see that something was wrong with her. I guess since Marcus Mo has been living with me for quite a while now, that really made

The doctor took Maureen’s blood and sent it to the laboratory. While waiting, Marcus Mo sat by the bed, holding Maureen\'s hand tightly, his face full of worry. I wanted to explain to him that Tom and I are just friends. Nothing had ever happened between us. But now wasn’t the right time