All Chapters of The Heartbreaker (Completed): Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

Jake looks over his shoulder at the front door. “Sounds like a decent celebration. Why did you hide in the toilet? ”He then asks me.I shrug one shoulder. “Somehow that's not my thing. Maybe I've gotten too old for that, I don't know. It's too loud and people are too drunk. "At that moment the door opens and a few guests come out. We have to move to the side and I almost fall off the steps again, but I am held by Jake by putting his arm over my thigh and gripping my calf with his hand. This touch makes my body hum with expectations. I want to be touched by him everywhere ...Jake looks at me again, and I think I can see a similar need in his eyes. "Shall we go in and get into the fray?" He asks without taking his arm away, even when people have already passed us. "Or do we leave and do something else?" "What is it?" I reply.“I've just come from training and I'm really hungry. We could go out to eat. ""What tr

Jake got a huge pizza with extra cheese and some mushrooms for me. Then we drove to one of the hills on the outskirts, made ourselves comfortable on a blanket and now eat this terribly unhealthy, but divine delicacy. It's calm and so peaceful, and the view of the lighted houses at our feet is beautiful."How come you wrote to me?" I finally ask Jake, because the question has been floating around in my head the whole time. And maybe I would like to have my ego caressed a little more by hearing from his mouth that he also likes to be in my company. "It is Friday. Didn't you have anything better to do? " “Yes, of course. We also have to hurry up a bit so that I can get to my other friends in time . I'm sure you're waiting longingly for me, ”he replies with a nod and demonstratively looks at his watch.  "Ha, ha." I suppress a smile and take another piece out of the box that sits on his lap. "Why don't you have a suitcase with you?"

"Are we really bad friends for doing this behind their backs?"He draws his eyebrows slightly in the middle and is silent for a brief moment. “I ask myself that every day,” he says finally, reaching out a hand to run his fingers along my jaw. "But it doesn't feel like something we're doing."His gentle touch makes my skin tingle, while his intense gaze captivates me. "Not for me either," I mumble to agree. "On the contrary."Jake smiles again before leaning over and finally, finally kissing me.God, spending so much time with him alone and not getting closer to him felt almost like torture! My sigh of relief is caught on his lips. "You still have the chance to say no," he says after he has separated from me. “I'll take you home then. But if you come up with me now, more will happen, Evy. We both know that. " Yes, of course I know. And I want it so badly that it should scare me off and make me turn back. But how

Mmh." I look down and warn myself not to cry at all now, even if it tingles suspiciously behind my lids.Jake gets up and I panic that he's about to throw me out of the apartment. But he just gets my blouse and T-shirt and comes back to me.We get dressed again in silence, and the fear that this delicate, wonderful bond that we have already made between us has now been broken makes me very uneasy. I think feverishly what I could say or do to prevent that, when he leans back and spreads his arm to one side. A clear offer to snuggle up to him.Relieved, I press myself to his side and bury my face in his neck. "Thank you," I whisper against his warm skin and take a deep breath. My fear slowly recedes and leaves space for a cozy warmth."Not for that," he replies, stroking my upper arm soothingly.I close my eyes and enjoy this closeness. Maybe it just had to happen that way. If we had attacked each other like wild animals now, I might have regretted i

Laughing, I push him back until he's on his back and bend over him. "Maybe we can meet today after the barbecue ...?" I ask, hoping so much that he has time. "Unless you're doing anything else." I want to see him tonight. Every fiber of my body longs for him.  "I have nothing else to do," Jake replies, looking at my mouth. He licks his lips, probably unconsciously, but I follow the movement of his tongue as if spellbound.I can no longer understand why I pinched in his apartment a few days ago, because right now a huge wave of pleasure is flowing through my veins and bundling deep in my lap. I lean forward a bit and distribute small kisses on his neck, breathing deeply his scent. I know we're not acting like we're just having some fun at all. No, what I feel when I'm with Jake is much more intense than it would fit in an uncomplicated flirtation. With every day that goes by, I realize that more and I have no idea what to do. I don't want to end it, but it wo

David also lives in a flat share with two other guys. However, unlike us, they can afford a pretty impressive house with a large garden. I'm amazed when we are shown through the rooms a while later.  I have already learned from Claire that David receives generous support from his parents during his studies - and you can see that immediately. His roommates either go to work or have their mother and father behind them, who help them financially.I ignore the feeling of sadness that comes over me at the thought of not having anyone who believes in me like that and tell myself that I have managed to study at university on my own. Although I have a partial scholarship, I also had to take out a not exactly small loan and plow my bum, but it has paid off. And it's something that I can be proud of. David's friends seem just as nice and easy-going as him at first glance. We are greeted warmly, and after a few minutes I have a glass of ice-cold iced tea i

I feel as if an extremely charged high-voltage field surrounds me. This expectation that grows the more I catch a glimpse of Jake. His hidden, teasing smile and behind it the silent agreement that tonight we will find some time to ourselves alone. I feel like a starved lioness who has spotted her prey and is now lying in wait until the right moment comes to snap. I want to snap, so much. What happened in my room a few hours ago only briefly satisfied my need for him. Now it's back, taking root in me and growing inexorably ..."Get this guy clear to you," Lu says next to me, and my heart skips for a moment, because I assume she has figured out what's going on inside me. But then I realize she's talking about Sam and I exhale with relief. "It's embarrassing how hard he tries."That's true. Sam has been besieging me since I came back from the bathroom, pestering me with questions or not exactly complimenting me. I remain polite, answer and smile, but I think I am making i

I go to the bathroom again and brush my teeth while I don't take my cell phone out of my sight.Is it pathetic that I am hopefully waiting for a message from Jake? And what word could describe my condition when one finally arrives and I grin all over my face while my heart performs real flips with joyful anticipation?-Do I have to climb through your window?Smiling, I sink onto the edge of the bathtub and type an answer: Lu has already gone to bed, I'll wait a little longer until she is sound asleep, then I'll come out. Where do we want to go? -To me if you want.-Gladly.- I'll wait in the next driveway.He will wait for me even if it takes longer. This certainty really inspires me. As quietly as possible, I pack a few things in a small backpack and let fifteen minutes pass before I sneak into the hallway and listen. All is calm. That's why I close my room door and leave the apartment as silently as possible. Outside, I hurry

He lifts me off his lap with ease and places me on the couch before getting up, going into the bathroom and returning with a condom in hand. My heart is racing with anticipation, and I look up at him with wide eyes as he slips a knee between my legs and presses his thigh firmly against my hypersensitive sex. With the other foot he supports himself on the floor and leans over me. His bare skin meets mine, and I run my hands over his firm back muscles, kneading them gently and exploring all I can achieve. Jake is so beautiful. And I'm completely crazy about him, would love to crawl into him.I hear him ripping open the packaging with his teeth as he opens my jeans with one hand. His fingers disappear underneath and I close my eyes as he slips them into my panties. "God!" I put my heels in the cushion beneath me and raise my pelvis to his hand as he leads his fingers inside me. It's that good, but not enough. Not nearly enough. Jake kisses

I swallow hard. "I know I'm acting totally idiot right now, Jake," I admit quietly, because he's that honest too and I want to explain my behavior to him too. "I have no right to be jealous, but ... I'm so deep into this." In the end, my voice is a whisper. It's out now, and my heart is pounding relentlessly against my ribs. "I am sorry. I promised you I wouldn't develop deeper feelings, but I couldn't help it. You're getting under my skin. " In my head I am already imagining the most varied reactions to my confession when Jake leans forward and covers my lips with his. Okay, I wasn't expecting that. I hug him and give myself completely to this kiss, which hopefully means what I can see from him."This hasn't been easy fun for a long time, Evy," Jake says against my mouth, his hand holding the back of my head. It's a possessive gesture and my entire body is instantly on fire because I want to belong to it.I just can't believe he's supposed to