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Last Updated : 2020-09-30
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It happened. After almost four years, her boyfriend just broke up with her. A world collapses for Evy. So who is still surprised that she embarks on a crazy idea to win back the love of her life? After all, it doesn't sound completely absurd for your ex to reconsider his decision when he sees someone else poaching in his old "precinct". Someone like Jake, to whom all women seem to succumb in an instant. Too bad that Evy suddenly felt a telltale tingling sensation near the heartbreaker.
Chapter 1
Don't cry
With my index finger I trace the trail that the raindrop has left on the other side of the window pane and wonder whether heaven has cried with me out of solidarity. Is there an old man with a gray beard sitting up there who has decided that my pain is great enough to adjust the weather accordingly?
"Do you know the feeling when you've drank or eaten something cold too quickly?" I ask quietly and slide my finger to the next trail of rain. “The brain freezes painfully. This is how my whole body feels. Frozen ... and it hurts so much. "
"Evy, honey, you've been sitting at the window for hours now, staring at the rain." There is a slight rustling behind me as Claire, one of my two roommates, sits down on the bed. Carefully, as if she were worried about frightening me, she puts a hand on my shoulder and caresses it gently.
"At least she's not crying anymore," Lu says from somewhere. "The source has dried up, that's a step in the cold, if you ask me."
"Temporarily," I object. Slowly I let my hand drop from the window and turn to both of them. The skin around my eyes and on my cheeks is uncomfortable. "Why did he do that?"
"Because he's a selfish bastard," is Lu's simple answer.
"No, he's not." I can't believe I'm defending my now ex-boyfriend, even though he broke my heart only a few hours ago. Just because. I didn't see it coming at all, I raced into the ditch, smiling happily, so to speak.
"He's not," Claire agrees, giving Lu a warning look. "But what he did was still wrong."
"I don't understand." My nose starts to tingle again, but I hold back the rising tears vehemently. “I thought we were happy. We have already planned our future. Why does he just throw away almost four years like that? "
Unsuspecting, I opened the door this morning and let Sebastian in. Pleased because we hadn't seen each other all weekend. I had been working on my thesis and he was out and about. And no sooner has he entered my room behind me than the cruel words that cut into my heart poured out of his mouth.
Evy, I'm really sorry, but I can't do this anymore. I don't want to be in a relationship anymore, I want to be alone for a while ...
"I know that sounds pretty ass now, but your ex is not entirely wrong," says Lu into my tormented thoughts. “You are too young to be bound together forever. You've been together since high school when you were almost kids. Such relationships are doomed to fail in the first place. You have to let off steam before you promise a single person. "
This is really not what I want to hear right now. The tingling sensation in my nose is joined by a trembling lower lip. Claire's eyes widen.
"Don't cry, Evy!" She admonishes me with her hands up, as if she could avert the impending danger. "What Lu tries to say in her rather insensitive way is: You and Sebastian will surely find each other again."
"When? After trying other women and finding that I'm the best fit for him? Or ... don't. ”A sore lump makes it hard for me to swallow. Sebastian looks good and is charming. He's also smart and determined. It won't be five minutes before the other women attack him like hungry hyenas. Perhaps some have already started hunting him. And now he's free for her.
I lose the fight against my tears and start crying again. Really cliché with a contorted face, runny nose and loud sobs.
"Holy Mother of God!" Says Lu as Claire hugs me and pats me on the back.
"It hurts so much," I whisper, choked, and press my face to her neck.
“I know, honey. Just let it out. If it works, cry until our neighbors call 911 because the house is flooded. "
Her words elicit a short laugh that immediately turns into sobbing again. I cling to her as if we were already drifting from my tears on a sea, hoping not to break apart. I can be really happy to have friends who stand by me in such a difficult time and give me support. I don't know what I would do without them. I have no idea how to go on living without Sebastian by my side.
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I look down in shame and nod. "I've been asking myself that over and over again in the last few days, but I can't find the answer," I mumble softly. “I was so scared you would break my heart, but actually I already did it myself by pushing you away from me. And I'm so sorry that I hurt you too. That I broke what we had together ... ”I wipe the tears from my cheeks with both hands. “I'm so sorry, Jake. I'll make it up somehow. If you ... if you give us another chance. I totally understand that you cannot forgive me immediately, but ... " The words get stuck in my throat as he releases his rigid posture and approaches me, bridging the distance and stopping right in front of me. My eyes soak up every inch of his beloved as I slide my gaze up to his face, and my heart skips hard as he puts his hands to my face and wipes away the next gush of tears with his thumbs."But?" He asked.I can no longer think clearly because he is so close to
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This smile. It's still so familiar to me, even if I haven't seen it in a very long time. When I was little, it comforted me from grief, warmed me, and made me believe that everything would be fine because my mom always told me after something bad happened. Only later did I understand that she was smiling to cover up her own worries and the hopelessness. Your smile now doesn't seem fake, it's warm and inviting - and it comes from the heart.Before I can think any further about what I'm doing here, my legs have already started moving and bridging the gap between my mother and me. As soon as I stand in front of her, I only register briefly how good she looks - not at all exhausted, tired or sick. The next moment she pulls me into her arms and presses me tightly against her slim body."Hello, darling," she whispers next to my ear as I cling to her and let my tears flow.Her smell, her warmth - I missed all of it so much, even if I always made it up to myself that I
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I look down in shame and nod. "I've been asking myself that over and over again in the last few days, but I can't find the answer," I mumble softly. “I was so scared you would break my heart, but actually I already did it myself by pushing you away from me. And I'm so sorry that I hurt you too. That I broke what we had together ... ”I wipe the tears from my cheeks with both hands. “I'm so sorry, Jake. I'll make it up somehow. If you ... if you give us another chance. I totally understand that you cannot forgive me immediately, but ... " The words get stuck in my throat as he releases his rigid posture and approaches me, bridging the distance and stopping right in front of me. My eyes soak up every inch of his beloved as I slide my gaze up to his face, and my heart skips hard as he puts his hands to my face and wipes away the next gush of tears with his thumbs."But?" He asked.I can no longer think clearly because he is so close to
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Jiang Sese was in utter disbelief after hearing all of that.
She was already hurt after losing her child. Now that she had learned the truth, she felt such mental torment that she was about to go mad. Even her emotions were going haywire, so much so that she was becoming hysterical English
