Todos los capítulos de The Heartbreaker (Completed): Capítulo 21 - Capítulo 30

"Um ..." I laugh, embarrassed, and now look away again. Shit, that's gonna be nasty! "That probably sounds completely stupid ... No, not likely," I correct myself immediately. "It's stupid, but ... would you judge if I'm bored?"  Reluctantly, I venture another look in his direction and see his confused expression."As a friend," I add, forcing myself not to jump up and run away. Last night in bed the idea somehow didn't sound quite so crazy anymore, but now, when I 'm sitting across from him , I just feel stupid. “Not as a steadfast friend, don't worry. Rather in all the things that you do as a man and woman together when you ... get closer, «I further elaborate on my concerns.  “Wait a minute.” Jake shakes his head briefly, as if he can't believe what I'm saying. "Are we also talking about physical things?" God, I'm getting hot and cold at the same time, but I nod. "Yes. You are very experienced and cou

It's been a few days since the embarrassing experience with Jake, and I've even managed to convince myself that my suggestion wasn't that stupid after all. Well, maybe I haven't thought it all through and should never have pursued the idea any further, but there are worse things. Wars, the deforestation of the rainforests ...Or this movie that Lu and I are watching right now. I've looked a lot of crap, but there haven't been any killer tomatoes."A masterpiece in film history," I mutter to myself."Something like that," agrees Lu, getting up from her favorite chair to go into the kitchen and get some popcorn.Fortunately, the masterpiece ends shortly afterwards and I am rid of my betting debts with her."I'll never say anything else than you when it comes to actors in classic films," I tell Lu, and hold my arms up to stretch."A very wise decision," she replies. "Do you want the rest of the popcorn?"I take the bowl from her. "Do you

"So -" I almost drop the glass when I turn around and he stands right in front of me. My heart is pounding as I look up into his face. In those extraordinary eyes that pierce me right through.“I still have to finish a presentation,” he adds, getting so close to me that he'll be entering my comfort zone at any moment."What ... is this going to be?" I bring out surprisingly clearly for the fact that my throat feels as if my heart is now pounding there.“I'm not sure yet.” Jake pauses a few inches from me, resting his hands on the kitchen counter, next to my waist. He looks back and forth between my eyes, briefly looks at my mouth. "How exactly did you imagine such ... breakneck adventure , Evy?"  "You ... you're kidding me." I laugh in surprise. Did I fall asleep on the sofa while watching movies and now have a wacky erotic dream that I will wake up from when it gets particularly exciting?"No, I do not. I've been

"I listen to the radio a lot," he says with a smile. “The radio was always on at home. There is one in almost every room. Even if this medium is rather out of date, I prefer it. It's hard to get rid of habits. "“Why should you get rid of this habit? It's not common, but that's not a bad thing. "After a brief pause, I add, " If you could choose which song would you hear now? " Jake thinks about it for a moment. "Something from James Morrison," he replies."Will you kick me out of the car if I tell you I don't know who it is?""Absolutely." He gives me a mock evil look and smiles again.  "Wait a minute." I get out my cell phone and put the name on YouTube. After a short time, James is singing into my ears and heart. “Okay, wow. I might be a little in love, ”I confess. "You score points with all the girls, don't you?""No idea. My mother heard his music often ... 'He stopped talking and I plucked my tee

But when he immediately opens his belt and pulls his jeans down, I am seized with a nervousness that makes me very restless. My hands are fumbling around uncontrollably and I warn myself not to look at Jake's crotch. Not even casually. Seriously, that would be too much of a good thing and would completely overwhelm me.  He steps closer to me and I cross my arms over my chest, only to let them fall again immediately."So, ready?" He asks."Get your bum in the water, Tarzan!"And I watch this bubble butt shortly afterwards when Jake grabs the rope, takes a swing and swings over the edge with a goofy scream. Then it's my turn. I've never done anything like this before because there was simply no opportunity. That's why it doesn't look quite as elegant on me as it does on him when I jump into the water. "Damn it, it's freezing!" I utter as soon as I get back on the surface.Jake looks at me with a grin. "How do you like it?"

The whole evening I think back to the trip to the lake, the conversations, the fun ... and the kisses.God, those lips ... that whole guy ... his taste! I think I can still taste it, even though hours have passed.I walk around feeling like a flock of churned bumblebees is raging inside me. Jake pressed some button inside me and now countless screws are rotating that make me restless and impatient. I want more. Not just making out with Jake a little - I want the whole program. But I also know that I'm riding my way into something that will cause me even more trouble than it is now. My body and the damn hormones don't give a damn, but luckily my mind is working again and loudly warns me about it."I can't see him alone anymore," I mutter to the wall next to my bed. No matter how much I want it, it would be fatal. Our agreement is to separate the physical from the emotional, but at the moment I am almost overflowing with sensations that shouldn't be.No, I'

"What's between Jake and me is none of your business, Sebastian," I reply calmly, although I have different feelings. Anger too.'Is that so now? Do you want to choke me up with that? ""I beg your pardon? You were the one who dumped me to make room for the next one. ”I get a little too loud and stop quickly because some of my fellow students are already turning to us.Sebastian leans over to me and I suppress the urge to meet him. "I know, Evy, but not a day goes by that I don't have to think about you."I stare at him in complete horror and just don't understand what he's trying to achieve with his words. He's dating someone else, and now he's making me feel like I'm doing something wrong by accepting the breakup and moving on with my life."I missed you terribly too, Seb," I whisper and shake my head. “But that's over. You broke my heart and let your new girlfriend humiliate me. You can't get rid of that in a few words. ”I get

Surprised, I look past Jake and notice that the two lovebirds are no longer sitting there. "When did they run away?" I wonder aloud."When you started pissing your pants," says Lu.I roll my eyes and get up to take the remote control. "If they're not looking anyway, we don't have to do that crap to each other."“Right.” Lu holds out his arms and yawns. "I'm going to sleep any minute." She stands up and wraps the thin bedspread tighter around her. "So, are you coming to my cave?" She asks Jake."Are you going to devour me there?""With skin and hair.""Sounds really tempting, but I have to pass."“Scaredy.” She winks at him and says good night to us before leaving the living room.An exciting tension immediately spreads inside me. "So what do we do now?" I ask Jake, standing by the couch, undecided."Are you kidnapping me into your cave?" He replies with a faint smile.How I would love to do

 can still feel the anger in my stomach that kept me up half the night. The day before I was working as usual, and this time I was even allowed to do tasks that you would trust someone who doesn't have an intern stamp attached. So when I finished the form for the online applications - of course, subject to some specifications from my superiors - I noticed a mistake in it, which I immediately reported to her. But instead of being happy and giving myself a little credit for preventing some discriminatory lawsuits, Ms. Gordon made it clear to me that I should kindly do what she told me to do without interfering .  I do not allow myself to be dictated by a clever girlie whether something is right or not. I've been in this job for fifteen years, you have to get there first - those were her words.  Fighting off an ugly reply, I went back to my desk and did the job as she directed.Let them grapple with the lawsuits that are guaranteed to com

Okay, I'll be with you in about half an hour. Send me your exact address again. "After doing that, I'll write a message for Lu and Claire and pin it on the shelf in the kitchen where all our notes will be left. Then I borrow a matching handbag from Claire's large closet, stuff the cell phone and wallet into it, and go outside.Fortunately, Sadie is over-punctual, and when I am sitting in the back of her sister's car shortly afterwards, her super good mood spills over onto me a bit. If I try a little harder, we might even become good friends. She often invites me to venture out, but I've never said yes, even though I like Sadie. It just never happened because I was mostly too busy with my studies or with Sebastian.On the way to the party we collect two of Sadie's friends. Melody and Rita. Nice girls, even if they seem a little too artificial. Quite long fake eyelashes, very flashy makeup and they really laugh at anything Sadie or any of them say.I warn