All Chapters of Keenan Hilton's Chaos: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

"No, but I think you deserve something more than this and if you don't tell yourself that, you would never care how you get treated. When a man does not love you he isn't bound or obligated to put you first, he'll put himself and his needs first and you have to accept it or deal with it."Bethany ~ "Where are you?" Bethany demands over the phone, "we are almost leaving and the kids haven't seen you yet." After waiting and listening for a while, she rolls her eyes. "No don't give me the bullshit excuse called work 'cause we both know that is not it." "Good better get your ass here or I'm gonna have to come drag it from where ever you are." After the hard threat, she ends the call and turns to me with a mischievous look, "He's on his way." I give her a skeptical look, as I approach my make-up mirror where she's standing, "Are you sure?"

"Sexual pleasure is, I agree, a passion to which all others are subordinate but in which they all unite."~Marquis de Sade He unhook my bra and my breast spill forward into his waiting palms and he fondle them delicately. My eyes shut and I moan as he kisses over my exposed breast down my belly and he drops down on his kneels and unbuckles my belt and unzip my jean and pulls it down along with my panties and when he has them undone, he looks up into my eyes and I stroke his hair, drunk and dizzy with undisclosed desires. "Se riesci a vederti in questo momento, ti renderai conto che non è necessario combattermi. Non è chiaro? Lo vuoi anche tu (If you can see yourself right now you will realize there is no need to fight me.) Isn't it clear? You want this too." He gets up and kisses me hardly on the lips and his hand work on my button and I begin to feel myself getting wor

 "It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace." ~Chuck Palahniuk, Third POV(2 days later) "I never really got to thank you for what you did for Rory," Phoebe's voice draws Keenan out of the deep thought his mind has cast him into in the last half hour and he gives her space to seat on the seat close to him. Rory had gone back to Taylor home to try and patch things up with her and after waiting at her gate and getting no response. He could have left when he saw the cloud forming he knew he needed to leave, but he had to stay because he had told Taylor he wasn't leaving until he got the chance to talk to her. He never got the chance to talk to her and so he didn't leave... At least not un

“Life has taught me that you can’t control someone’s loyalty. No matter how good you are to them, doesn’t mean that they will treat you the same. No matter how much they mean to you, doesn’t mean that they’ll value you the same. Sometimes the people you love the most, turn out to be the people you can trust the least.”~Anonymous  Brushing aside an odd sensation of uneasiness, Vary gets down from the taxi as it comes to a stop in front of the hospital. The nervousness grows within her as she walks in, as she wonders what Keenan might say to her when he sees her. She wonders if Keenan would even want to see her, knowing she was the one who left him days ago. Rejection is the last thing she can take right now and she fears that's what she's going to get and she immediately turn back to leave only to collide wit

“Life has taught me that you can’t control someone’s loyalty. No matter how good you are to them, doesn’t mean that they will treat you the same. No matter how much they mean to you, doesn’t mean that they’ll value you the same. Sometimes the people you love the most, turn out to be the people you can trust the least.”~AnonymousBrushing aside an odd sensation of uneasiness, Vary gets down from the taxi as it comes to a stop in front of the hospital.The nervousness grows within her as she walks in, as she wonders what Keenan might say to her when he sees her. She wonders if Keenan would even want to see her, knowing she was the one who left him days ago.Rejection is the last thing she can take right now and she fears that's what she's going to get and she immediately turn back to leave only to collide with a young man who is also running up the hospital stairs. Vary loses her balance and almost falls to the groun

"Sometimes you only get one chance to rewrite the qualities of the character you played in a person's life story. Always take it. Never let the world read the wrong version of you."Shannon L. Alder Keenan's POV A week laterAfter Rory got discharged from the hospital, I helped take him home, trying to sure he would be safe and okay in my absence. "For the last time Keenan I'll be fine." Rory tells me frankly, as I follow him into the house, "you are worse than a worrisome girlfriend hope you know." He tell me grumpily. "You've done enough, you need rest." I roll my eyes, "Coming from someone who was busy making wedding preparation on the hospital bed, I'd gladly take the advice." I sarcastically remark with a snort. "Well that was different." Rory argues and I raise a brow at him, "I did that because I was and I am still eager to get married and settle down and mak

A/N. George is the male reporter Keenan met the day he took Rory, to the hospital, I didn't say much about them in His Own Undoing, so I hope are able to understand. "Courage is the most important of all the virtues because without courage, you can't practice any other virtue consistently."Maya Angelou After dressing up for work in a three piece brown suit, I make my way downstairs to quickly grab breakfast before leaving for work. As I walk down the stair, unlike usual I see Vary dressed in a red skirt and a black three piece suit with her full curly hair on full display, sitting on the dining table and sipping her cup of creamed coffee delicately. I would have explain in details how impeccably breathtaking she is if I didn't see that she was as dressed for work just as I am. She seems to sense my presence and turns her att

"I just want you to know that you're very special... and the only reason I'm telling you is that I don't know if anyone else ever has."~Stephen Chbosky When I arrive back home, I turn off the car and just as I get down from the car I notice that Vary's car isn't in the car park yet and my heart begins to beat rapidly as I wonder; what if she had changed her mind about the date as the day went on? What if she has a lot or work and assignments, and she can't bail? What if she doesn't want to bail from that work and would rather hang me to dry? Never in my life have I been so unsure and insecure, but that's exactly what Varisha can do to me and I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse. I make my way to the door and I'm about to go in when Vary drives in with her car and turning it off, she gets down. Relief and happiness washes over me as I see her and my face breaks into a ridiculou

"And yes, I’ll admit, I am jealous. I’m jealous of every minute you spend with him, of every concerned expression you send his way, of every tear shed, of every glance, every touch, and every thought. I want to rip him to pieces and purge him from your mind and from your heart. But I can’t."~Colleen Houck "The dinner was lovely Keenan, I enjoyed myself." Vary tells me as we walk towards the door to her room and she unhooks her arm from mine. After we finished eating, I took Varisha out for a walk on the top of the Royal City restaurant where we spent the next hours talking and getting to know her even better, even little things matter if we are hoping to make this work. I don't want to assume that I know her because I only know twenty percent and so that assumption would be completely absurd, I'd like to hear from the girl herself. I asked ques

"I just want you to know that you're very special... and the only reason I'm telling you is that I don't know if anyone else ever has."~Stephen Chbosky, When my eyes open again, I find myself in a bathtub and although my eyes is kind of blur I can hear the voices of both Rebecca and Judith and hands all over my body, washing and scrubbing me. A fear rises up in me, not for being naked or being washed, but for what I might have done subconsciously. My body shakes violently and I begin to struggle to get out of the tub even when I don't see anything. "Mr. Hilton, please stay still. We are almost through with bathing you." I Judith voice comes up to say as she fetches a bowl of warm water and pours it onto my head without warning me and I gasps out taking deep breaths and almost choking in the process. "Queste persone vogliono uccidermi) These people want to kill m