Tous les chapitres de Keenan Hilton's Chaos : Chapitre 31 - Chapitre 40

"Like most complicated things where it's easy to get derailed, their marriage was successful because they mastered the basics. From that mastery they could weather anything."~Fawn Weaver I walk back to the study and the three of my new crew are all busy on their laptops. George sees me and he stops working on his laptop and gets up. “Man that’s your wife?” he ask with wide and unbelievable eyes. I frown at his sudden question as well as his ridiculous facial reactions, but nevertheless, “Yea,” I nod in reply. “Now I get why you’re not ready to let her go, if in the future I have a wife like that, I would kill any man that does as much as smiles at her. Can I say she’s a real delight? like seriously she’s a living walking goddess!” My teeth clench hard in jealousy, “No you can’t, but you already said t

"You know it's love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you're not part of their happiness."~Julia Roberts (THIRD POV) She walks over to him, but instead of handing Keenan the divorce papers in the file, she drops it before him and Keenan eyes drop to the floor where the file now lies and he drop his hand to pick it up when Vary steps on it, causing him looks up at her in confusion. He does not understand the look on her face nor can he tell what is on her mind before she is acting this way., but he know that something is up. Vary's hand slowly runs through his hair and before he can say or do anything, her hand leaves his hair and she slowly trails it down to his face and down his neck. Shivers runs down his spine as he hasn't had this much attention on his body for a while and it's been more than a weeks since he was last with a woman and the last woman he was with was her. 

"I love being married. It's so great to find one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life."~Rita Rudner <==== Five months earlier. Vary's POV "I'm fine Keenan, it's bad you made me quit my job, but I'm not an invalid, I'm only pregnant" I laments as Keenan carries me in a bridal style up the stairs and into our bedroom and when he gets in, he walks to the bed and carefully lowers me down on it. He pecks my lips before sitting down and putting my legs in his lap and helping me pull off my shoes.   "You are my responsibility because we are pregnant for our first baby." He replies, massaging my feet and my eyes closes involuntarily as I begin to enjoy what he is doing.    The past two and half month Keenan has made it his duty and responsibility to treat me like

"It's okay to be scared, but you have to go out there, open up, love, make mistakes, learn, be stronger, and start all over again."~Unknown"There she is!" Announces Patrick happily and I force myself to put on a smile, walking down to where he and Keenan are, having a discussion. "I knew this day would surely come." He tells Keenan with confidence."Are we supposed to believe that Dad?" Keenan asks, with a raised brow, clearly not believing in what his father just said.The old man shrug indifferently, "From the first day I saw the two of you together I knew that you were meant to be." He points out in a convinced tone of voice, "although that was four years ago and you were still much in love with Taylor, I knew there was something about Vary that made her the ideal woman for you."Keenan drinks a little from his glass of wine, "And you never bothered to tell me any of that." Keenan pointed out to him

“If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself, but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment.”~Marcus Aurelius "What happened Keenan?" Rory asks, as he walks down to meet him at the waiting room. "Is Varisha okay? Where is she?" Keenan is pacing around aimlessly when he sees Rory close by, he runs goes over an wraps his arms around him in a tight hug. Rory puts his arms around Keenan for strength and support and pats his shoulder gently. Keenan pulls away and sits down and Rory bends down beside him, "You sounded so worried on the phone." He begins, he was concerned about his friend. More tears roll down Keenan eyes and he bury his face into his hands. "Vary was involved in an accident and the doctor told me I would have to choose because so far they can only save one. I told them to do all they can, but also

“I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.”~Nelson Mandela Tobi turn around to look at them and Varisha sees the devil ish smile he always had which she had always hated. “What is this?” Vary demands, her voice low and weary as she stares at Tobi in horror. There is fear and panic in her eyes and the last thing she wants right now is him anywhere near her or Keenan, but here he is standing in her home. Keenan wraps his strong arms around her waist and she slowly looks up at him wondering why on earth he would bring him to her. Why would he do this to her? Keenan is oblivious to whats going on in her head, but he notices the tension that has built within her, and so he smiles. “I know that you think what happened in the past is y

“You will lose someone you can’t live without, and your heart will be badly broken, and the bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of your beloved. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that doesn’t seal back up. And you come through. It’s like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly – that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp.”~Anne Lamotts Vary consciousness a few days later and her blurrily eyes opens and as she search around she realises that she in a strange and empty room. Panic ceases her being as she struggle to move herself, but she’s for some reason is impaled to the bed. Her head us still fuzzy and her body us weak and she cannot do much but struggle to get free. The door opens and she hears footstep in the room, coming close to her bed side she continues to struggles in order to get free and run away, but

“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love.”~Washington Irving One week later "Why am I hacking into their system again?" Rory asks Keenan with a curios tone of voice as he opens and begins to access some information on the computer screen. Keenan who realises Rory has succeeded in accessing the bank security information moves closer to him. "Because it's one week and two days since Vary left and I have to find out where she is that way I'll be really okay." He answer with honesty in his voice. After Vary disappeared from the hospital a week ago and Keenan had no other choice but to try looking for her the best way he can. He pays a visit to Alian, Vary’s very good friend b

 “Loneliness is a long, unbearable pain….There was never a place for me in the scheme of things….I had become a living fantasy on a theme in dark, endless dirges….I made another world, and real men would enter it and they would never really get hurt at all in the vivid, unreal laws of the dream. I caused dreams which caused death. This is my crime.” ~Anonymous. Three months later.*** Keenan tosses and turns on the large, but awfully lonely bed and after three hours of trying to convince himself why he needs to sleep, he pulls himself up and reaching for my his phone on the lamp stand beside his bed he picks it and dial the motel Christel's line. He waits a moment and in less than a three seconds later the call is picked and a feminine voice come through at the end of the line after the first ring. "Hello Christel motel customer service line, always open f

"Like an echo in the wind, love had come to him a second time and he was more than grateful it had. It meant risking again the loss of the woman he loved, but there was no help for it. He could not live without her."~Regan Walke "Vary?" He calls a little surprised and a little relieved as he shuts the door and toss his keys on the counter. She's wearing a white gown reaching a little below her thigh, displaying her toned long legs and it takes all Keenan's might to not get distracted by them so he asks, "What are you doing here?" She gets up from the bed and walks towards him, "Trying to make amends." Keenan is puzzled, nevertheless he does not try to interrupt her, he just listens. She pauses half way towards him, "I shouldn't have ran away the way I did that night and I have blamed you for so long I forgot I also played a part in it.... the greatest part." Keenan shakes