All Chapters of Love the way I am: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

★★JAY★★    I picked all the things,I needed and left the city to a small remote town. I've observed this place for long and I know it's the best option for me, for a while! Paying the rent, it took two nights to arrange my stuffs inside.  My name is Jayden, don't tell my sefet out, I own a small crime group. We terrorize businesses and defraud a lot companies for my benefits, bad right? I know... but that's who I am. I'm not so bad! All those companies were fraudent. They also scam a lot of people, so I dote on them and who can they report their cases to? They got the money illegally, not so bad if I put my fingers on it too right?      Six months ago, I defrauded one of the biggest companies in the south and killed the owner. I didn't know how the video tape of me killing him got out. I sta

★★BELLA★★       I carried my bag and walked out of the shop. I'm done with work for today."Open up!" I yelled.      My step sister Kelly came to open up. "Mom! Bella is back."    "You, why didn't clean my room before going out?"    "Aunt, am sorry. I didn't know it was dirty, I cleaned it this morning."   Kelly hissed at me. "Hmmn...!" She went inside.I followed my step mom to her room. This whole place was a mess.       I packed all the dirty clothes, took them to he washing machine, It took me time before I was done cleaning her room.      I went to the room me and my stepsister shared.     She laid on the bed, spreading her hands and her legs with her eyes opened. "Ah...!" She looked so confused. She's always like that.  

★★BELLA★★         "Pls mom I won't vomit anymore, I don't want to eat this." She soaked my head in my own mess. "Eat it, evil child that's looks like her evil mother. You little hag."        After she left, I went to the bathroom to wash my face before cleaning the mess.    "Mother pls! Don't do this!!" I begged her. This was the day she caught me stealing food from the kitchen. I was so hungry that day. I didn't eat anything for a whole day so i stole snacks from the kitchen the moment I had the chance.   She made me stand on ice from the freezer my feet became so cold, I was breathing cold air. My blood vessels stiff and I fell to the floor. I don't know how i survive that day.      I opened my eyes. It was memories that hunted my dreams every time i close my eyes.     I open my eyes, the day wa

Jayden(RICHARD)★★     For the whole Day, i laid down, feeling bored by evening. i was having cereal on the dining, heaven someone's crying. I heard someone sobbing at the back.        I looked through the window, someone was wearing black hoodies. Squatted on the floor. I tried to see who it was, she adjusted her cap before leaving. At night, i went out to buy food to eat.       I went to an Italian restaurant, I'm craving Italian delicacy. The owner came to me.        "Buona giornata  Giovanotto?." (Good day, young man         "Buongiorno carino" (Good morning pretty) i greeted back.         "What would you like to have?"       "I want a simple pasta and cheese dish.  Hm...n" i tried to think of...          "Don't worry handsome, I'll ge

Chapter 5★★BELLA★★ "Take this thing out..." He said as he fell on the floor.         "Bullets?!" I yelled in surprise. I was extra afraid, thinking he wanted to do something else to me.           He turned to me "am really hurt right now, doesn't mean i can't kill you" he said, pointing his gun to my head.     Oh, my gosh... Oh God, am so afraid of guns.        "Pick the scissors, and the alcohol." I picked them up, my hands were shaking. "How's she going to help me with digging my flesh with those shaky hands.?" He said .           Before i start, he give me a few warnings. "Listen lady, if you don't do it well, I'll blow you up, and if you try to run, that would be the illest.          He gave me his phone "start".          I used the sci

★★JAYDEN★★  I rested for a while in the bushes before going home.       My house smells of old food. I switched on the light and staggered to my room.       I feel so lazy. I looked at the wound on my back, it's so painful, did she take out my flesh along with the scissors?        After having a bath, I try to sleep, but I'm having insomnia. I took some pills to help me rest, but it didn't have any effect.         I walked around, till the time hit 2:00 in the morning. I went to the window.      The girl who helped me was sitting outside, she was shivering, why would she sit outside at this time?      I'm not to pity for anyone, I just feel bad for the fact that I forced her to help me and now, maybe her family mus

★★BELLA★★ After helping 'Mr i don't know who,' Lisa pushed me out of theanything This morning, am shivering, i still had to go to work. I've been giving. Lot of Excuses lately, i don't to worry madam Serena.     I did all my work. Went to the bathroom to have my bath. I turned to Kelly on the bed. She was talking to dad. Demanding money from him. I can't remember the last time i asked my father for anything, and he gave me. I quit asking him for anything.        "Good morning madam" i greeted while drawing my ears. I'm late, i know. I faced my head on the floor. I'm feeling so guilty now.        Luckily, Bruno isn't in the store now. I don't have to worry. I feel like his fondness for me will cause another thing.          He's always disturbing me. Telling me how much he loves me, and how i can be of great help to his kids as their mother. I never

★★BELLA★★ I dropped my phone on the floor as the word echoes in my head. "Dad is dead, dad is dead..."       Tears dropped from my eyes. My father did me and my mom wrong, still why should he die like this?        Bruno rushed to me "Bella, what's it? What happened?"  I wiped my tears and let out a fake smile "sorry, I'll have to leave, I have something urgent" I picked my things and rushed home. My world now feels unbalanced, I feel my head spinning over the news.        I opened the entrance gate slowly... The place seems so quiet.       "Kel...?" I called with my broken voice.        "Kelly... Aunt Lisa?" My aunt was drawing smoke from the pipe, she looked so calm.      She puffed it in the air... "My husband is dead... Are you happy now?"           "H

★★BELLA★★      She helped me with my bag. "No dear, you can't sleep here.       My heart is already raising.       "You can come to my house Bella we're like family.        Huh, her house?! I never thought of going there.       "Yes Bella, come to live with us." He gave Me a.shiver with his words. He looks so happy that I want to live with them.  "OK madam. Till I get a place to stay, I'll be paying you little rent. It isn't good that I stay for free." I say. I dropped my stuffs by the corner of the room.  Evening, Bruno drove the family home with his bus.      I was given the room of Ariana and Lorenzo, they were going to sleep in Bruno's room.        Ariana didn't want to leave and I promised to share the room with her.       I unload

★★BELLA★★ He walked away to his room. He looks more scary than Bruno, he's so huge.     I watched the window as the rain fell heavily, after the rain stops, where will i go? These thoughts filled my head.        "Hey, go have a bath then you can wear these." He handed me his clothes and brought blankets for me.         He led me to the bathroom. I take off my clothes to have a bath, feeling like someone was watching me. 'Calm Bella it's a trauma' I try to calm myself.         The bathroom is so huge, I stayed in a while, let the water calm my head down, my heart from racing.         After bathing, I put on his huge shirt. I feel so cold even, so. I walk out of the bathroom, he is no where to be seen. He had already prepared a bed for me in The living room. I went to explore his kitchen. The truth is that I went to collect