Fear(5)

It was after two weeks when Grace felt something was wrong with her. Like she's so sick every time throwing up anything she put in her mouth, feeling dizzy all of a sudden, eating weird things, wanted to bask in Aaron scent or wanted to be in his arms, it's not like she didn't want before, but now she feels like she can't breathe if Aaron is not there she literally feels like dying whenever she can't see Aaron.

She becomes more sensitive, she will cry for every little thing, like one time she accidentally steps on a tiny aunt and sobs so badly feeling like a murderer. She feels like she can't control her body and her emotions.

She feels like hungry all the time and just wanted to sleep the whole day and never wanted to even pull a finger. She feels tired, even without doing anything. 

 She knows what's happening she can feel it but in denial because she's scared. What will happen if it's true?

And finally, after waiting for one more week, she took the test and cried her heart out seeing the result. It shows positive.

She tried two more times just to confirm when she's already confirmed even before doing the tests. But just to hope that maybe it came out negative but it didn't.

She slides down the walls and sobs loudly, she does not even come out of her heartbreak when Aaron dumped her after making love with hers. How can she manage another heartbreak? Why is the good so cruel, can't have some pity on her? How will she tell Aaron that she's pregnant with his baby when he doesn't even want a mate in the first place.

For goodness sake, Aaron doesn't even want to see her face. What should she do now? What's going to happen? She can't tell him. She knows Aaron will straightly reject her and their baby that's not even born yet.

She can't let her baby suffer like her. Her innocent baby has nothing to do with them. She will protect it at all cost, but she can't hide that from Aaron. Aaron will eventually know by the changes.

What should she do now?

She got up from the floor and stood in front of the mirror, she put her hands on her still flat tummy where her unborn baby was growing. She smiles with tears, still running down her cheeks.

"Don't worry my little sunflower, mommy will protect you." She decided she will protect her baby at all costs, even if Aaron doesn't want them. She will raise her baby alone, even when it's impossible because she needs her mate.

She was sitting on her bed, caressing her tummy while still sobbing scared. So scared she thinks her heart will come out of her chest. She was nervous; she didn't know how to tell Aaron.

Many scenarios were running in her mind, and nothing had a good ending making her more scared for her baby. What will she do if Aaron won't accept their baby? How will she make her sunflower come into this world without her mate?

She was still in her thoughts when she smelled the scent of Aaron, making her stop caressing her tummy, she held her breath, her heart thumping wildly in her chest, looking at the bedroom door. The scent of Aaron coming near and near, and finally, the door opened, making Grace gasped in fear.

Aaron entered the room, and his eyes fell on Grace, who was looking at him with widened eyes which held the deepest fear while tears were falling from his eyes.

"What, why are you crying?" He asked in the same cold and emotionless voice he talks to her every time which is not helping Grace's situation at all, making her fear more. One thing running in her mind is that Aaron will abandon her and their baby.

She stood up from the bed and backed away from him, hitting her back at a nearby wall, shaking her head trembling in fear.

"No p-please no...*sobs* please." She cried loudly, not caring for anything, just thinking about her baby. She was literally shaking in fear.

"What the fuck are you saying?" Aaron asked, annoyed, already tired from work, and this shit is Grace is making him more annoyed and slightly angry.

"P-please don't *sobs* l-leave us..... P-please I beg y-you" she was sobbing so badly that she can't breathe, her heart feels so heavy like a whole truck of mountains was resting on her chest.

"Look Grace, I am not taking any of your shits, I a--" she cut himself when he noticed something.

Grace was hiding her stomach with her both hands like she's protecting something, and that's when something clicked in his mind. He noticed Grace's scent; it changed, it became sweeter and almost addicting.

His eyes widened when the realization hit him and then......

He exploded.