HATRED

'Bell'~

‘Hey! Why are you not answering? Are you Okay? What happened?’

data-p-id=46fbab5d25fa82aa4f57e82f48b24fca,'I can't find my red dress'

data-p-id=0f54e12fe25441cc20d1bbc198b70f80,'What? What the hell? Phew! Bell I was so scared '

data-p-id=1671a638c080ba9df9dd80d2c4bdc161,'What do you mean I can't find my red dress and you think this is not a big deal!'

data-p-id=9ade0cfeb2377620564ff91de2ed7fa6,'urgh!! Bell Seriously!'

data-p-id=62fd9f9361640a26d1a4ae98b2bf3537,'Ok ok, I am coming wait, just wear anything.'

data-p-id=8905205467ea1b675025e319ea3ed5d5,Time skips~

data-p-id=80ed919f320c37b6189745e23b243977,'Where are you, Ryan? You haven’t text me yet.'

data-p-id=0e2c106291fe652966c4ea6091c2c871,'Open the door, I am at your doorsteps.'

‘What you are already here?’

‘Yes!’

I was so excited to see Ryan. I had never felt that type of excitement in few years. It felt like something was healing.

data-p-id=f8d18bbdf314b2060332edbe676d84c7,"So let's go, captain!" 

Both giggled at the same time.

data-p-id=930931370495765c89fbd7cb80c749a4,At café~

data-p-id=6e940835b891b90557c08a59cb6bce6c,"So Ryan, where do you live before? "

data-p-id=9db5ffc3dbe94d6cac71eeb4c918f42d,"Call me Ryu, I like it more" he smiled and continued " I lived in Boston but due to my father's work I am here with you," he answered politely but added his playful wink.

data-p-id=2df9d42e7917ce2e49605dcd19b45e9f,I rolled my eyes because of his last words 'with you', it seemed like I was his girlfriend. 'What the hell is wrong with his brain? And what is wrong with his eyes? Like why he always had to give his playful wink. '

data-p-id=3d529635943c20d0447293ef6617008f,"Ryu that day you asked me what is happiness? So I wanted to know your answer, what is happiness?" I asked him confidently.

data-p-id=619f89708a9dec0bf623426233841ce3,He just smiled and sipped his coffee and was staring at his coffee he was acting like something is wrong with coffee.

data-p-id=ef1fe155bb03e394168768a5c308cec8,"Answer me!" I demanded.

data-p-id=edc248e019e7bd28f1ff2100eaacfa82,"Well, haven't you already answered me so what's the point of asking? " he just asked me back like it doesn't matter for him.

data-p-id=13cd187a5ab7073cb7ac732bff8ced2c,"Oh, holly molly! I wanted to know your answer, can't you hear me I was asking for your opinion, did you understand Mr. Unbothered" I shouted at his face and rolled my eyes.

data-p-id=bb0b6f8c4256f1ea5a437ad6d3f57372,"That means you are not satisfied with your answer, interesting " he was looking at his coffee and answered me.

data-p-id=af5158696d063375ba7ddbb2ed7c138a,"What is so interesting?"

data-p-id=c6fe25263f3c1412ef15281bf2981a87,"This whipped cream isn't it tasty? yum, yum" he chuckled.

data-p-id=5bc557aaa6eea13bf68ec43de201fc5f,I was speechless 'what is wrong with him. '

data-p-id=c8ebb48a97bcb8a6836ace051edb277f," Close your mouth or a fly can make his house and live happily ever after inside your mouth," he said while looking at me.

data-p-id=7111840810f627758785d715c1018d61,I didn't realize that my mouth was wide opened but due to his lame insult, I get to know. 'How annoying he is. Who is ever gonna live with this hoe?'

data-p-id=424da4e06ea5e71cfc2de7c6201a8ff0,"Shut up! Wanna die? "

data-p-id=69af8bc7fe789f085a3a6d4bc17d7016,"Well the answer to the question is your homework okay my whipped cream sweetie? " he smirked.

data-p-id=a110a226d51b46ba55a7e7d074c9beda,"How annoying! Ugh, I already hate you." I said.

data-p-id=83ad9e4f4ca08cb79c95149120e68440,"Then why are you still here with me? Do you like me?" He smirked.

data-p-id=b3c9ab08a3abceef826936a3cdc6c41a,"Well Mr. Annoying my answer is big fat no, I am not your cream, you bogger, and thanks for the time we are never gonna meet up again, Bye! " I just said randomly while shaking his hand like a handshake.

data-p-id=fef45f181a485154b3e6a8aaeed184ee,"Why are you still here?" he was trying hard to not to laugh but eventually was failing in his attempt to hide his laughing.

data-p-id=956ef7c79dda91700967b5dba04be794," Well I am going, Why are you laughing? You are very rude! " I turned around to go but then "Why should I go? You should go, you are the problem, not me. "

data-p-id=e4f2a98ce083da2e82764f431c0f55c8,"But you are having a problem with me not me. " he just blankly looked at me.

data-p-id=f27aa0043fbee20e50c1029f856660c2,"I am not going anywhere cause I have also paid for coffee. "

data-p-id=4e2b6919a85d7052953778975d643cb4,He just chuckled.

data-p-id=820d631edc4bc60321d0914f65f25f10,"You both are so cute, like a married couple. " an elderly woman passed by me and complimented.

I didn't know if I should take it as a compliment or not.

data-p-id=66a8d456a67cb5efa726e0293f184af4,I blushed and maybe Ryan too.

And there was an awkward silence between us. We were not staring into each other as there was a heavy tension between us. We were trying to pretend like nothing happened but all in vain. To break the silence I was trying to open my mouth so that I can bring a topic but…

data-p-id=d89440051d4157e4481acf65c457c388," Hey! Honey bun are you having your precious date huh?" my school bully asked me sarcastically.

data-p-id=437c7f8566249eb9a1e248e5ad164e17,"Finally you got someone, you poop!" the second girl laughed out.

data-p-id=c3e5b3aa61e717206be5da3c409430f1,I felt weak, I could not answer them back. 'Why I am like this when I am facing them? I feel so weak. I could not answer them. And it was the worst situation in public. '

data-p-id=cee27c92ac9874d0a9413c5dfb844e1a,They took their cold coffee and poured over me.

“Oh my God! Sorry my cold coffee poured over you. I think my coffee really likes you.”

“But she is looking great this way! Hahaha.” The others girls were laughing

data-p-id=478326212bab3400e842dc1543c8f35d," Bye! Chocolate bun have a great day!" they left.

Everyone in the café were staring at me but nobody came to help me. I heard them whispered ‘ Maybe they are friends but they have a small friendly fight maybe.’

‘How could they think that this is a friendly fight can’t they see they were bullying me’

data-p-id=abd21233c7df7e6e9661d31ce783b1b3,I was surprised not because of the bullying but I realized that nobody in the public helped me the most surprising thing was not even Ryan helped me he just looked at me with sympathetic eyes.

data-p-id=4071a25faca1cccde2f440856b5ecd7b,I stormed out of the cafe, my eyes were flaming red, I could not think straight on that  moment.

data-p-id=359bb9c9e7775f230b694ba182f439b8,Ryan called me "Bella, at least listen to me."

I didn't want to listen to him, I just wanted to run away from there. I could not tolerate the humiliation anymore.

data-p-id=6e3e03a1eab0023b61e788ef99874912, 'I hate him.'

data-p-id=54abec096e6b437dc3c55b96c4602875,He held my wrist and asked me to listen to him.

data-p-id=d3dc6db042ddd30011c8ecfe4944950f,But I didn't listen up to him, I just stormed out toward my house.

data-p-id=0526fee9272ee876dc86f98fb6590fab,Tears were flowing constantly.

data-p-id=fc2ab9fda48320d7dfa719909620e3d8,At a very low sound I heard him say "Why didn't you show this rage and power to them? " he said from far away.

data-p-id=cd7a1f8a54ef062416fd3424a0547020,'Now I hate him more, I never wanted to see his face again in my life.' 

If I had known that why did he wanted to talk and why didn’t helped me back then I would had never behaved like that.