All Chapters of Serendipitous Love (Completed): Chapter 51 - Chapter 59

Oh, there was something else. The fact that I made out with a hot Spaniard while drunk, and of course my sister noticed.“What was his name again? Julio? Or Carlos? ”She asks."Or no idea?" I offer."Wow, what a sexy name!" Roni giggles happily.It's great that I was able to add to her amusement. Normally I wouldn't mind making out with a stranger that much and I would have fun with her, but there is a certain person who makes me feel like I was completely wrong. And that's corrosive!I peer over to Benjamin, who is standing next to Phillipp, has crossed his arms over his chest and is looking over his shoulder at the water.Why does he have to be so outrageously attractive and alluring? With this muscular body that is hard through and through and at the same time perfectly supple. With a beautiful face that is very masculine despite this quality, and a charisma that shows that he is fully aware of himself. And why is

The restaurant is close to the water and has a large terrace on which we finally find a place. Isolated heating lamps ensure a pleasant atmosphere despite the rather cool evening temperature.The food is delicious, the conversation relaxed and happy, the evening lively and beautiful. However, I keep sinking into my thoughts and just can't let go. There is too much that preoccupies me, too many worries and unwanted sensations that I struggle to suppress. Life could be so carefree - but it isn't. And I'm making it harder for myself. It has to stop! If Hedwig had seen me so depressed, she would have given me a proper line.I rub my fingers over my forehead, behind which an uncomfortable throbbing has lodged. It's starting to get pretty exhausting to pretend everything is okay so as not to spoil the fun for the others. I would love to drown everything that is unsightly in a few delicious cocktails, but I have made a firm decision not to drink today to avoid further slip-up

"With my things," he replies and looks around briefly. "Here." He takes a few steps to the side and leans down. Apparently he left his valuables in the dry as a precaution before taking a night swim in the sea.Before I can think about where my purse is, Benjamin returns to me and holds me possessively with one arm. "Do you want to go back?" He asks, putting a condom pack in my hand.I nod and look for his lips again as I tear open the foil. At the same moment he opens his pants and pushes them down. I find it hard to hold back a moan when I feel his penis on my lower abdomen. The need to finally have him deep inside me becomes overwhelming. And as much as I would love to explore his wonderful, hard body further, right now I just need that!We sink down onto the sand and I direct Benjamin down to sit on him. As soon as he fills me completely, I rest my forehead against his and rock my pelvis against him. It feels so good, relieves this terrible tension in me, di

To hang like a log on your leg? No, I'd rather not, ”I reply without looking at him. Somehow I can't because I'm scared that he'll tell me straight away what a powerful effect he has on me."I don't mind that you cling to me."With that he elicits a smile, which disappears immediately, however, when his hands reach for me and go into the back of my knees to turn me to him. The coffee in the mug sloshes slightly over the rim, and a low, terrifying sound escapes me.“How about a walk along the beach?” He suggests. "And you will tell me right away how to proceed."I want to decline again so as not to be alone with him, but my mouth is faster than my mind and says, "Okay." Ultimately, it is not a purely hormonally controlled decision to go with him, because we should really clarify what now Thing is.Down by the water I pull the cardigan tighter around my body and arm myself a little externally. Since I want to get the whole thing ove

In the near future, a kind of routine will develop between Ben and me. If I don't have to work in the evening, he comes to me after work. We usually sleep together immediately. It just happens, even if I make up my mind every time not to attack him right away. As soon as he is there, I feel his closeness and his smell envelops me, my hands develop a life of their own and tear his clothes off. I'm completely crazy about sleeping with him, and he seems eager to take me in any open space in my apartment. The bed would be fine for me too, as long as I can just feel it, but Ben is very creative when it comes to sex and does things to me that increase my addiction to him every time.Although we are both pretty exhausted from the day, it always stays longer because we talk a lot with each other after the first satisfaction of our lust. About almost everything. Lots of small talk and even more often about serious topics that go deeper. Only the argument with my father and the loss of

The next morning I also get a bad hangover to my guilty conscience. And I deserve it. Yes, I deserve the headache and bitter bile that is heavy in my stomach. And I deserve the exciting skin around my eyes, which are puffy and red from crying. If I could, I'd kick my butt to keep it in pain. Because I deserve it.After I let the coffee run through, I gather all my courage and call Ben. Vain. The second and third attempts also end with his mailbox responding. He can't tell me more clearly that he doesn't want to speak to me.While I throw myself into another back orgy to distract myself, I get a visit from my sisters. They leave me no room to look for an excuse for my behavior yesterday and immediately nail me to the wall."What's going on between Ben and you?" Roni crosses her arms over her chest and assesses me with a watchful look.“Nothing,” I reply, and before she can tell me that she doesn't believe what I say, I add, “Nothing more.

Laughing, I wipe the tears from my cheeks and press the letter tight to my chest. "Oh, Hedwig!" I utter and shake my head. "Heaven must have sent you to me back then." It borders on a miracle what is happening to me here. Something that normally only appears in books or movies. I am afraid that I might wake up at any moment and it was all just a beautiful dream.It wasn't until I met the notary a few days later and went through all the details that I dare to believe that everything will be fine. I get rid of the mountain of debt that is threatening to crush me and at the same time get a new chance to pursue my greatest dream.Immediately I write a message to Anja, who is in Tokyo, and then call Roni to make an appointment with her.She is in the process of preparing the birthday party for Elias and offers to come over.“Ben will be here at six,” she adds at the end. "I think you should know that so as not to get a nasty surprise."I'm s

Taking a deep breath, I follow Roni back to the lounge and stop in front of the doors. Sweat runs down my back, my stomach becomes very dull and then tingly with fear and excitement."What if he doesn't want to talk to me or listen to me?" I ask in a panic. Maybe Emma Leimann is just a coward after all and should just go home now, get through the heartache and look ahead."You won't let it get that far," replies Roni, putting her hands on my shoulders and maneuvering me to the slightly opened doors. My legs feel like a soft rubber mass as I scurry through like a shadow. My eyes search the huge room and finally discover Ben as he turns a corner.I take another deep breath, drive away my weaker self and run after Ben. I want to get this over with quickly, and if he still can't forgive me, I'll go home and lick my wounds there. Or bake for a soccer team again.The toilets are around the corner. I stand leaning against the wall and remember how he waited for

The evening before my new café opens, Roni and I make sure that everything is really ready for the big day. Else, my loyal soul, was there shortly before and helped us. She left a few minutes ago, so I am surprised when I hear a knock from the main area."Are you expecting someone?" I ask my sister.She shakes her head. “Elias won't pick me up for half an hour. Are you maybe expecting someone? ""No. Ben is still working. Anja doesn't arrive until the night, Leon and Mama won't come to the opening until tomorrow. ”Hesitatingly, I take a few steps to the door. “Go ahead and close the register. If I'm not back in five minutes, grab something sharp and come along. "I step into the main area of the cafe and wonder if I should turn on the lights. This thought evaporates when I recognize who is standing outside the door, illuminated by the dim night light. My feet move on their own, and as soon as I open the door I can't utter a word,