All Chapters of Mixed Feelings : Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

"You are right, I have to move on with my life. But I can't I really can't..... I tried so hard to move on but... He destroyed me beyond repair " I said, hiccuping like a kid. "I loved him...I loved him like there tomorrow... You know what hurts...betrayal, thoughtlessness, uncaring attitudes towards the one who you said that you love them and did all those promises to be with.. I gave him my life and I never take back a gift, for in this life honesty and integrity mean so much. The word I gave him..was my bond not because I feel chained.. but because I honor him and love him more than everything that I am. So..when he acted like it was nothing that I gave I am hurt in a way that cuts to the core of who I am." Tears were streaming down my eyes, I couldn't stop them as I know very well that this is going to happen...I know that this going to happen in the future. This is all my doing and for that this is the punishment. I deserve this.My heartache had rung me out until I was d

Author’s Suggestion,Song ahead, please play the song in the background and read the chapter so that you can feel the atmosphere in the scene.Thank you.***Venessa’s POV.Sitting in a restaurant, I was waiting for my bestie, Rory Blaze, I wanted to meet him and his daughter.We have been friends for the past 3 years. I met him at my Mom’s party. We became friends, he was 17 back then and I was 15. Now he’s 20 and I’m 18. When he was 18, he impregnated a girl, and Her name was Charley Louis. She wasn't a good girl. She had cheated on him a number of times. He always forgives her. He was a man who believes in second chances, but she doesn't deserve it. He took full responsibility for the situation and promised to take care of the child, but she turned out as a complete bitch and tried to abort the baby without his knowledge, but Ro

He has something in his hands I can’t see because he’s hiding it behind.“yes?” I asked, He looked at me and gave a box to me, it was decorated.“It’s for you ma’am,” he said, started walking towards his car.“Hey mister, wait “.He drove off. I took the box inside and unwrapped it.Inside there’s a book, I lifted it in my hands. It’s a novel. I love novels. I read them a lot, but who gave me this there’s no name on the box.I flipped the box, and I saw a piece of paper with a quote stick to it.“And in her smile, I saw something more beautiful than the Stars“L.FIt was written beautifully.Who’s this l.f I tried to remember, but I don’t know anyone with that name. I opened the book.“One day by David Nicholls’’I thought I would read it, but if I start it now, I will not sleep tonight.I’ll just read it tomorrow after school, it’s best or else I’ll never get up from my bed, I put that book on my study ta

I don’t know what to do; they ruined my dress. My top was wet because of that ice cream, my face, my jeans too. Wiping my tears, I went to the washroom and cleaned myself. I heard someone else coming inside,“Hey, Ven” beth came to me and hugging me, she asked,“What happened? Who did this?"I started crying again.“Its Remond and his friends," she asked while wiping my tears.“Stop crying v, Can you tell me wh

Venessa's POV.With that, I hung up and ran towards the parking lot at school. We both bid goodbyes and I drove, I reached my home, parked my car, went inside, I put my car keys on the hanger. I have to go to work, So, I took some rest.****After some time my alarm started Ringing, waking me up. It’s 5 30 now. I ran towards my bathroom. I got ready in just 20 min, Took my car keys locked my house, I drove. I work at f’s restaurant as a waiter there. I get a decent salary, Sometimes it’s not enough but I learned to adjust in a little money, My house was under my dad after he died, it transferred on my name.Sometimes grandma sends me money, but I never accepted it. Still, she puts it in my bank account. I just let it be there; I never took a penny from it. I like to be independent; I don’t want to be a burden to my grandma so, I work for myself.I reached the restaurant, parked my car, and went inside. I changed my clothes.“Hey v“ it’s Kim, my co

Lorenzo’s p.o.v.I was the world’s most successful multi-billionaire ruthless businessman. I was my family’s golden son. There was nothing in this World that I couldn’t have. I was a mafia leader to a very powerful and ruthless Italian Mafia group. Things run in Los Angeles according to my will. People suffer if they go against me. I want everything to run in my way. This City is mine, and I own half of the city. I'm the king of this city, and I'll always be.Sitting in my expensive car. I was seeing her coming from school. She is adorable, naive and simple. She wasn’t like that whore’s I fuck. There was innocence in her eyes. I want her, I need her to be mine. I started following her. She was walking towards the park, As I was seeing her, She sat on a bench brooding over something.All of a sudden she started crying, crying really hard, I couldn’t see her crying like that. I moved to her and sat beside her and took my handkerchief. She didn’t notice me at all.

 I crossed my right leg over my left one Glancing at the clock which told me I've been sitting here for an hour. Clutching my file with my hands waiting for my turn. ***Back to the day when I got fired*** After reaching my home, I parked my car and opened the door. I walked to the kitchen and had a glass of water and relaxed my nerves. I sat down on my couch looking at the ceiling thinking what to do. I have to find a job as soon as possible if my grandmother came to know my situation she will definitely send me her money even if I say no, With, I took a newspaper which was on my table and started searching for a job advertisement. After 2 Fucking hours  Fuck.. argh I pulled my hair in frustration Then I noticed ther

Applying my lip balm I was checking myself in the mirror.I'm wearing my black See-through mesh crop top with black skinny jeans My hair was naturally straight I put it down.Earlier beth called me, She asked me to come over for shopping and dinner. I was free so, I said ok. Now here I am getting ready to go but heard a knock on the door I know its beth so I took my shoes and ran towards the door.I opened the door and about to kiss But stopped, haha because it wasn't bethGuess whoYeah its Remond greyFucking asshole" What the hell are you doing here ". Glaring at him I asked,He was busy checking me out, I snapped my fingers in front of his face" Look here," I said gesturing him with my hand.He then pushed me back closed the door and again pushed me back to the door, He trapped me with his hands. We both were breathing hard, I was shocked to react." .. R. R..Remond "I stuttered," I have to go please m-move,"

The school bell rang signaling the end of the 7th period, which means I am one class away to call it a day.I stepped out of my classroom and headed to my locker, to get the book for the last period which is English literature.As I walked through the halls, I couldn't help but remember last night's dream, I couldn't forget it.How am I supposed to face him in the office?After my class I started to pack my things, someone put a paper on my book and rushed towards the door, I couldn't see who was it, I took that paper.Meet me in the hallway, don't be late.R.GWas written in cursive writing.I waited until everyone left the classroom, I started walking towards the hallway.When I reached there, I could see that Remond was waiting for me.I was a bit nervous, because of yesterday.He looked at me, "I want to talk to you about something"I didn't say anything, he still continued to tell,"Wha

"Come over here" he boldly beckoned his finger.I lowered my gaze to the floor and hesitantly walked towards him and stood in front of his desk.He got up from his chair and walked towards me, I didn't raise my head until he grabbed my chin up. And that was enough for me to raise the flag of surrendering to his eyes.He stared deep into me, I started thinking about all the dirty things that are going to happen when he said punishments blame it on BDSM books."Bring black coffee for me"Wai fort What ?...Wait why I am disappointed?I shake all thoughts and nodded, quickly ran towards the elevator.The elevator stopped at floor 75 with a cheerful ding.I stepped outside and I have no idea where was the cafeteriaSearching for it, I bumped into someone's hardback."Hey, what the fuck," said a man in a black shirt.he was tall, blonde, manly and handsome."I'm so sorry I didn't notice you I'm s