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Chapter 1
I bitterly smiled as the cold midnight breeze blew my curly bleach daze hair. Wherever I go, I would always feel the panic and anxiety lingering inside me.
I wonder if there are also other people who might be experiencing the same thing that I am currently going through. Lonely, missing someone's presence, and secrets I kept to myself for long as I can remember. I feel so lost and empty as I held the railings tightly, while looking at the blinding city lights.
Would this be the end of me? I asked myself. Will they look for me if I ever disappear? Will this end my suffering? Will this make them love me? I could finally give them what they have always wanted.
I stood firmly as my tears started running down my cheeks. Remembering when was the last time i felt genuinely happy. I'm so exhausted, fighting my own silent battles no one could hear but myself. I hate this, I hate this feeling. I always distanced myself from everyone, afraid that I would be a burden.
I always tend to push people away from me until it became my habit. My parents despise me for some reason that I don't and will never understand. Even though they wouldn't say a word, I can feel that they regret giving birth to me. They never treated me as their own child.
Some people characterized me as a "villain", clichè right? but, they know nothing about me. I'm not a villain. I'm just a normal girl, who needs someone to put up with me, someone whose willing to be my shoulder I can cry on despite being like this.
I slowly closed my eyes.
"I'm sorry mom and dad. I wish you two a happy and blissful life." I softly whispered to myself.
I sighed deeply. I was about to jump of when someone grabbed me by the waist.
I opened my eyes. A pair of beautiful dark brown eyes met mine. His eyes were dark, full of anger. His jaw clenched. He's so close that I can hear his breathing. And I can sense that how exasperated he is at what I was about to do.
"Don'
t you dare jump." He said in full authority. "please", his voice broke.
He forcefully grabbed my waist and embraced me tightly. I heard him sob that made my heart skip a beat.
Who is he? And why is he crying? Why did he stopped me from jumping? I dont even know who he is.
I dont know if I should be happy or upset that someone was quick enough to stop me from meeting my death...
Someone approached me so I forced myself to stop from reading. I'm here at my own book signing event. I thought the girl earlier was the last customer?
"Omygosh, ate gwy! I finally met you!" I'm shock and I don't know what to say when she started crying.
"h-heyy.." I tapped her cheeks slightly. I laughed when she hugged me so tight. The securities moved from their position but I shook my head.
"I'm so happy, Ate Gwy.." She said 'sorry' for crying but I said it was okay. I signed her tshirt and book because that's what she wants. My secretary mouthed 'sorry, ma'am.' I just nod to tell her it's okay. I've never thought some people will notice my works. But maybe, I thought wrong.
I unconsciously smiled and started opening the first page of the book I was reading a while ago.
And then I started reading my own story...
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Owner of a lonely heart WAKAS
presentI closed the book when I saw my husband walking towards me. He's the best thing that ever happened to me. Hinilot ko ang batok ko nang maramdaman ang pangangalay. Grabe, nakatapos ako ng isang buong libro nang ilang oras lang. Nakakapagod. Napangiti ako nang maalala ko ang mga nangyari noon. Mga nangyari noon na ngayon ay nakatala na sa libro na ako mismo ang nagsulat. "How's the event?" He asked. I smiled as he held my waist. Ilang taon na rin kaming kasal. Sa ilang taon na pagsasama ay ang dami kong natutunan. Kung paano mamuhay bilang mag-asawa. Marami kaming pinag-aawayan pero hindi naman kami nagpatalo roon. Nagpaalam na kami sa secretary ko. Pinagbuksan niya ako ng pinto nang makarating sa sasakyan at pinanood ko naman siyang umikot hanggang sa makasakay sa driver's seat. "Baby, where do you want to eat?" He asked.
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Owner of a lonely heart KABANATA 30
Levincent Zyjan NicholasI'm smiling while watching my beautiful girlfriend taking some pictures with her friends. I firmly stood up when I saw her walking towards me with a big smile on her face."Hi, baby!" And then she kissed me on my cheeks which made me blushed a bit. Damn it, she's making me feel like I'm a gay!"Aren't you tired?" I asked as I held her waist.She giggled. "Medyo lang. Let's go to our hotel room. I want to sleep." I nodded at her. She talked to her friends for a moment before we went in to our hotel room. I went to the kitchen to get her a glass of water before she go to sleep but when I came back to our room, she's already asleep which made me laughed a bit.I sat beside her as I slightly traced my fingers through her face. This young lady, I really
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Owner of a lonely heart Kabanata 29
Upang malibang ako ay sinearch ko iyong tungkol sa nangyari sa akin. Naguguluhan kasi ako kung paano ako nagkaroon ng amnesia pero iilang bahagi lang ang nga nakalimutan ko. Ilang buwan na ang dumaan pero ngayon ko lang naisip ang tungkol doon. Selective amnesia pala ang tawag doon kung saan hindi lahat ay makakalimutan mo. Kumbaga, pili lang. Pwedeng iyong nga malulungkot na bagay na nangyari lang sa'yo ang mga matatandaan mo. Kaya siguro ganoon nalang ang reaksiyon ko sa mga nakapaligid sa'kin. Nagkakagulo na naman ang mga katanungan sa utak ko. I've always felt lost. Gusto ko siyang sumbatan. Gusto kong sabihin sakan'ya ang lahat ng mga hinanakit ko but how can I tell him I feel this way when he's the one who hurt me? Sa buong buhay ko ay parati nalang akong mag-isa at naliligaw. Para akong naglalakbay ng matagal sa gubat at hindi ko na alam kung paano pa ako babalik. May daan pa ba pabalik? May paraan pa ba
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Owner of a lonely heart Kabanata 28
Nakangiti ako habang nakatingin kay Marga at Luis na magkahawak ang kamay habang kinakausap ang wedding planner nila. Tatlong buwan na ang lumipas at last week lang ay nagpropose na si Luis kay Marga. Kinuntsaba niya pa nga ako eh. Ngayon ay pinaghahandaan na nila kaagad ang kasal nila pero alam ko ay next year pa magaganap dahil gusto nila bongga. "Thank you po," nakangiting sabi ni Marga sa wedding planner nila at hinatid ito sa may pinto dahil natapos na ang pag-uusap nila. Biglang lumapit sa akin si Luis at inakbayan ako. "Excited ka na ba sa kasal?" Inirapan ko siya. "Bakit ako? Bakit hindi si Marga ang tanungin mo?" "Alam ko naman kasing excited 'yan na makasama ako hanggang pag tanda." Sumingit si Marga at binatukan si Luis. "Sino naman ang nagsabi sa'yo? Masyado kang pakampante." Tumawa si Luis at binitawan ako bago
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Owner of a lonely heart Kabanata 27
"Huy! Tulaley ka na naman d'yan!" Panggugulat sa akin ni Cristel. Napabuntong-hininga ako at inilapag ang inumin sa may sink. Nandito ang nga kaibigan ko ngayon sa bahay. Hinayaan ko nalang din sila dahil nakokonsensya na ako sa ginagawa
Owner of a lonely heart Kabanata 26
Nararamdaman ko nga na talagang may koneksiyon ako sakan'ya at tama ang hinala kong isa siya sa mga nakaraan ko. Ngunit bakit nakaraan ko na siya? Bakit hindi na kasalukuyan? "I want to know more about...us." Halos pabulong na iyon nang sabihin ko.
Owner of a lonely heart Kabanata 25
Hope. My name's already screaming that despite of all the darkness, there's still a hope. At this point, I can only hope. And now, I'm deeply hoping for myself to remember my past. "But what if your answer is the only way for me to remember?" I suddenly ask.
Owner of a lonely heart Kabanata 24
"Kumain na 'ko," sabi ko at dumeretso sa sofa niya. Naalala ko na naman tuloy iyong si Architect Torres. She's his cousin pala! Nakakahiya at nasabunutan ko pa! Buti hindi siya nagalit. "Uh, si Honet...Is she really your cousin?"Naramd
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Malinaw na natatandaan ni Jiang Sese kung gaano kawalang-interes ang hitsura ng kanyang ama nang sabihin nito sa kanya: "Pagkaalis mo, huwag mong banggitin na ikaw ay mula sa pamilya Jiang, baka gumawa ka ng katangahan." Mas malupit pa ang fiance niya, pinupuna siya ng may masamang tingin sa mukha. "Jiang Sese, paano mo magagawa ang isang bagay na kasuklam-suklam?" Ang mga alaalang ito ay pumukaw sa isang mahina na si Jiang Sese.2 FEI
