Lahat ng Kabanata ng Forbidden Love (English): Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

  The days passed when my older brother and I became estranged from each other. He also does not touch me. I know he is also grieving the loss of Anna. They also have a long relationship.  I remember those moments when my grandmother and I were in the province,my heart pounded everytime brother and I were together. I am not ignorant to not know it. This I feel, for him is insane. It was a sin for me to like his touch. The noise of the door made me look at whoever entered. Older brother entered. We immediately looked back and here is my chest again, beating so loud.   His looks were serious and the way he locked  the door blew my heart out. I slowly approached the bed and sat down. "I'm moving..you want to come with me?"

At the table we ate quietly. Mom, dad and me. I am unable to speak or anything. Until now, I can't deny it. I can't pretend this family is okay. It has not worked well since dad probably had a hook and that hook has a bearing. Mom became a martyr. "On the Saturday birthday of your aunt Carmen ,Ara. Tell Santi that he should be there ..." dad broke the enveloped silence. "Yes dad .." I replied without looking.  "Is he okay there son?" mama asked looking at me. This teacher's uniform is on while papa is guarding the vans they rent mama. "It's okay ma, he has friends there." It took a deep breath. "I'm worried about that boy who is very quiet and serious .."  "We'll be together later mam

 Dad fixes his van to use on the trip. Aunt Carmen's place is far away. We are ready and just waiting for brother Santi. Auntie is still unaware of dad's infidelity. no one in our distant family knows that something like that happened to mom and dad. I was carrying a bag while my mom and dad were carrying a luggage. Beach 'is said to be the destination and aunt Carmen's birthday will be held there. A tricycle roared outside our yard. Our rusty gate rattled when my older brother entered. His hair is messy and he is wearing only a white t shirt. He was carrying a bag on the back of it.  "Santilior! Son!" Mom sighed and hugged older brother. I smiled as my older brother hugged mom tightly and kissed my forehead. Dad coughed and closed the back of the van.

  Grandma Lourdes is our grandmother's sister. While mommy had two sisters who are all girls. The eldest is aunt Chimen and the second is aunt Carmen and the youngest is mama. Kathlyn, Lara and Lance are in grandma's province. The sun was about to set and the waves of the sea were just before us. The sky is orange but our family's fun is not over yet. Our cousins ​​and the daughter of Aunt Carmen's husband are now drinking. Niko, Andre and older brother seem to get along in the corner. they are already talking to aunt Carmen's sons Sky and Spike. Vivoree is by my side. "Only now will we let you drink Ara and Vivoree because we are here." dad when he put a bucket of drink on our table.  "Wow uncle, it's only once but a bucket?" Vivoree and applauded. "No Vivoree, just get there and Santi will watch over you." I winced at what Aunt Chimen said

  I have not been out of my bungalow since this morning. I was nervous about what might happen next. We were careless in our movements and did not think that anyone could see. How long will this secret of ours last? Who else can see us? how long will they cover it? I'm scared of what might happen. It seems like I don't want to ignore or talk to my older brother first because I know there is malice in my cousins' eyes. I lay on the bed and several times scrolled on facebook. I like some pictures posted by Vivoree. I really can't take my eyes off our older brother's pictures. His hand on my waist. His arms around me make my hair stand on end. Damn, I am inlove with my brother. "Son! Green !Come out and we will eat! " mommy  shouted outside my bungalow. "I'll be next!" I shouted back. I adjusted myself before g

The next day we went home. We carry a lot of remembrance and so on. Mommy and her siblings only meet once because their provinces are far away.Andre and Niko also asked for my cellphone number.Tuesday morning I was early for school. Last night, my older brother and I talked all night on the cellphone until I just fell asleep.I will admit that there is a part of me that is happy but overwhelmed by nervousness. It is also difficult to hide especially since my older brother and I are in the same school."Ara!"I looked behind me. It was Simon."Are you on vacation?"I nodded, "Yes.""I saw it in your posts."We walked together until we reached my building."We'll have basketball later. Will you come?""Uh, all right! What time?""Will I pick you up in the afternoon?"

My older brother and I were on our way to the auditorium of the Campus, with my bag hanging over his shoulder while I was by his side."Why are you watching?" its a question. "You can go home now.""Why? Saymon invited me to watch." I replied to my older brother who raised his eyebrow."Really huh," He mocked.My eyes narrowed when I saw his grin. "I know that smirk brother, the man is not bad. Besides, you stumbled upon that.""I even want to get married.""I don't know about you brother, they will wonder why you are so strict with me.""That's a brother's duty."I took a deep breath. I don't want to hear this anymore. It just makes me look worse, with us, we are both forbidden. But Santi looks like cool. It seems like he just doesn't have it while I'm having a hard time, or maybe I just don't know because it's natural on his face to be sympathetic

Many months passed that we went through a lot. Our situation is difficult especially secretly.I witnessed my brother's achievements. His training in various hospitals. Lots of fights, lots of secret jokes. Many are also linked to his models. do you think that? The older brother was just in the beginning in his field but he was already known.Sometimes I wonder if I can still squeeze myself into his world as his achievements continue to flourish? I did not even help and contribute. I even became an obstacle because I was constantly teasing him while he was studying a study about the human brain.Now that I am in my second year of college, Andre and Niko and I will transfer here to our University.Andre to go to the fourth year of college and Niko to the third year.Over the past few months, I have become more and more interested in my course. I like to sketch houses and buildin

After being stucked on the side of the dark road, older brother repaired his car. We ate ramen at an expensive Restaurant.I looked around the fancy resto. "Brother, it's too expensive here."He was in front of me and raised an eyebrow. It suffocates again every time I talk to him.I then looked at the five plastic napkins on my side. After we bought he accompanied me to the comfort room to change napkins. Of course he was just outside.Based on its face it still can't move on with tampons. He really hates tampons!"Brother, won't you go your friends later?" I asked again without answering."I'll go later. Just eat, will you?" He sighed. I have already started eating ramen, and I can say it is delicious and has many ingredients."You still need to save money brother,""I used to save money, Ara. But, when it's you, I will spen

We investigated what happened to mommy. CCTV saw er walking down the street as if she's  not in herself. SHe was wearing a teachers uniform and was holding a bag when she crossed the road and was run over by a jeep. Mommy jumped out like a paper and bumped her head on the road.Mom's condition was fifty-fifty when she was rushed to the hospital. Older brother became her doctor and even Santi did not save mom.We're all hurt. In the blink of an eye, the life of the person we have been with all our lives is gone, nothing but to take care of us and love us.I still do not accept what happened. I regret the day I left without talking to her because i was avoiding them. If I only knew that the Lord would take mom, I would have sympathized with her and I would not have been a coward.I saw Dad's grief. He did not leave the side of moms coffin for two days. Even my older brother did not say a word. He blames himself f