All Chapters of Love the way I am: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

(Matured content ahead... 18+ you have been adviced to skip.)★★JAYDEN★★ "Yes, boss." Gabriel said as he entered my room... I'm lying half mad on my bed. "Boss what happened?"      "It's Iris..." I murmured. I can't speak so well, been half confused. "What did she do...???" He still had a confused look on his face.   "Gabriel, find me a girl." I said, panting hard as I try to hold myself control which is proving so hard to do.       "What do you want, which girl?" He asked... His continual question annoy me. "Gabriel, get the fuck out of my home and get a girl for Me, I'm under drugs here and suffering, if you come back without a girl, I will make you lie under me for the whole night! Get ready to die you asshole!" I yelled at him feeling so frustrated, also Gritting my teeth. "You got drugged? I'll go find a girl now... Just wait for me."     "Get me any girl

 ❤❤❤❤❤♪♪♪♪♪♪“Let out hearts stop and beat as one foreverDraw me a smile and save me tonightI am a blank page waiting for you to bring me to lifePaint me a heart, let me be your artI am a blank page waiting for life to start itself.”♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪★★BELLA★★After He was done, he slept off... I'm supposed to pick my dress and get the hell out of here before he wakes up, but I'm so weak, and this once in a lifetime for me, I'm sure after he gets married, I will have to forget about him for life. I climb on the bed and closed my eyes to sleep when he put his hands on my waist. Thinking of what happened, I pushed his Hand off... I'm still angry at myself for doing this.   I finally dose off...      Having slept so long, I opened my eyes, still looking at his handsome face, the one I admired so much, his eyes was closed, his brow frowned tightly. I smiled and leaned closer to him, gave him

 ❤❤❤❤❤♪♪♪♪♪♪“Let out hearts stop and beat as one foreverDraw me a smile and save me tonightI am a blank page waiting for you to bring me to lifePaint me a heart, let me be your artI am a blank page waiting for life to start itself.”♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪★★BELLA★★After He was done, he slept off... I'm supposed to pick my dress and get the hell out of here before he wakes up, but I'm so weak, and this once in a lifetime for me, I'm sure after he gets married, I will have to forget about him for life. I climb on the bed and closed my eyes to sleep when he put his hands on my waist. Thinking of what happened, I pushed his Hand off... I'm still angry at myself for doing this.   I finally dose off...      Having slept so long, I opened my eyes, still looking at his handsome face, the one I admired so much, his eyes was closed, his brow frowned tightly. I smiled and leaned closer to him, gave him

★★BELLA★★ "It pass, stop talking of the pass, don't make me mad at you OK?" I tell him.      "OK i Won't. Want to go another round?" He asked winking annoyingly.  "Aish! This man, can't you see I'm hurt allover, who wants to be with you? it's better i rest. And i have to send the money back to the shop." I climb on the bed, covered myself with the blanket, almost closing my eyes, he also lie close to me, putting his both hands around my waist.     "You know, since you left, my life became a worst mess." (Sigh) "you just left me without an explanation." I turned to him and cup his face in my hand. "Tell me why you left me Jay?" I don't believe what Braden said about his leaving so much, i better hear clearly.      "Nothing. I just left without a reason and I'm a jerk." He answered feeling guilty.      "You're hiding something? Tell me. I will listen." I tell him.

~Courage, don't you dare fail me nowI need you to keep away the doubtsI'm staring in the face of something newYou're all I got to hold on toSo, courage, don't you dare fail me now~       _Celine Dion           Courage❤    ★★BELLA★★   I drifted a bit from where he was, sniffing my nose. Braden focused his attention more on driving now, as he saw I wasn't willing to tall more with him. He was driving on a normal speed so as not to attract the other thugs finding us out.     A funny birdy tone started, i think the phone belongs to one of the thugs. "Jayden." I called, trying my best not to look at the phone.     "Yes?"     "I think someone's calling."He searched both men's pocket recklessly and picked out the phone, hissed before answering and putting it on loud speaker.

★★JAYDEN★★   After the firing, the rest of the thugs fled into the bushes, I asked my men to give head shots to some of the thugs already on the floor, to make sure they were really dead. I went to the bushes in search for Bella, Yelling her Name with my hand over my mouth "Bella! Bella!" I yelled in excitement. We won.   "Bella! Hey little! Don't be more scared!" I yelled her name and gave her hope. No sign of her, I comtinued to yell her name, the wound I have in my arms is hurting badly, I raised my arm, it's bleeding so much.    It's just like a joke, did she run so deep into the woods? "Hey! You all, come to this side, I can't find Bella." I called my men. She's my only concern, the fact Braden is also no where to be seen has nothing to do with me      "Scatter yourselves around the bushes, we have to find her." I sat on a small rock, really feeling tired, Bella couldn't have gone so far?

   ★★BELLA★★     "Wow...!" He leaned closer and whispered in my ear. "Want to know how I feel now?" He asked s he loosed the tape from his hand. I turned my face away from him as a drop of tears drop from my eyes. Why would he do this?      "I feel like I met a goddess... Bella, you know that shy feelings you have in front if my brother? I finally know how that feel. I feel same now." He smiled widely.  "I really hate you more and more. You're worst than a dog!" I yelled at him. "Hit me my baby." He put my tied hands on his body, was forcing my hands to hit him. "I feel ticklish Bella. At heart, at mind," he smirked. "Even my soul feel same."     "Let me go please, we're friends you know."     "Keep shut!" He roared. "The word 'friends' makes me sick, how can you say that? Jayden was your friend first, right? You fell for him. Friends are allowed to fall in love Bella."

    ★★BELLA★★    "I said go away, I won't wear the dress!" I picked the sharp hair pin and threatened the stylist, it's not a joke, I'm going to stab her really bad... I already stabbed a man, there's no fear anymore. "I'm warning you, stay away, both of you!" I said, with some sort of fear in my heart. One of the girls left the room, in a while she called Braden back. "Sir, see she's been stubborn." Braden stood by the door, gave both of them a coding glance, the both left the room. "Bella, you don't want to marry me? Ok then. I'll leave you to go free, I have just one condition." He said.    "What is it?" I asked him, still standing on the bed. "Don't ever tell my brother I held you captive, I will go, finally leave you and never come back, promise me Bella, i realized my mistake."    He's giving up so easily? Strange. "Promise? If you do your part, I will do mine." I say. "Yes, you can go Bel

★★BELLA★★  Sitting alone on the bench for the past six hours, with my eyes all blurry because I can't concentrate, My butt starts to ache. I don't think it's alright to go inside, that woman in there, she doesn't like me. I've taken a nap twice, still the evening is taking so long to get here. I continued to swing my legs with hope that Jayden will come back and find me here. I lost my phone with all the tension.  "Bella?" A sudden call of my name. I turned to see who it was. It's Gabriel. He had an overwhelmed smiled on his face. "You're here?!" He asked in a more relieved tone. "Bella, I've spend the last days of my life searching for you, boss won't let me rest. Let me take you to him now." We both got in the car, as he started the engines, he spoke, "Why didn't you call anyone? Or rather go inside?"Gabriel is better than when i first met him, he is a nice and free person.    "Do you think that woman inside likes to see m

★★BELLA★★   I woke up with my head spinning like a wheel. Jayden is not in the room, I walked out of the room, holding my half buttoned shirt. "Jay? Where at you? Jayden?" I called his name more than once, he did not reply. "Jayden?!" I called again, and still no reply from him, i decided to check the other rooms. Another room was opened half way through, I peeped through the open space, he was arranging his clothes in a bag"Where are you going?" I asked him with the most disappointing voice."Bella, you're awake?" He brought his lips closer to kiss my cheek, I shifted my face away from his reach. "Where at you off to? You haven't answered this question.""I need to go back Bella. I have businesses to take Care of, my company is also there. It can't be without it's CEO for so long!""And me? You're leaving me? Are you that heartless?" He held my shoulder and pulled me down, making me sit on the bed as he spoke. "Bella. soon, w