All Chapters of The Gentleman's trap: Beast for a husband: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

There was a hard edge to Sam's hunger right now. A deep, insatiable need that I felt down inside my soul. His need for me and his want to pleasure me making his thrust inhuman. Godlike. I loved it. Loved the violent need driving him into my body as he sought his own release inside me. I loved the way my breasts rocked on my chest and the ache in my hips as I clamped my legs around his waist. I loved how he would occasionally squeeze my breast and bend down to kiss me.Without warning, he pulled out and flipped me over, pulling my hips up until I was on my knees before thrusting inside me again.Gripping me by the back of the neck, he pushed me down until my cheek was against the bed. He held me there as he ground into me over and over again.Curling my fingers into the sheets, I surrendered to all he was doing to me. Surrendered to everything I felt.I might as well enjoy thi

I woke up feeling so weak and exhausted. No matter how I stretched and yawned the feeling of exhaustion did not dissipate. I honestly did not know what exactly made me this tired. If it was because of the crazy sex I had last night or because I slept for so long.I looked at the wall clock and gasped. It was past 10 already. What have I been doing asleep.Sam was also not by my side. I looked at the ruffled up bed where he had slept yesterday and a small smile crept up my face hurting my cheeks.I was blushing for the first time In a long time and it felt weird but very good. My hands craved to touch Sam again but since he wasn't here I settled for touching the spot on the bed where he had been whilst grinning wild.Suddenly I felt like a hand had clutched my chest and I jumped off from the bed."Jesus. My child."_ I thought, 

  I read the note over and over with a smile plastered on my face. When I had almost memorized each wordings I put it down and decided to eat.The breakfast of bread and egg was deliciously made but what made it more delicious was that I was thinking of Sid while eating.For the first time in a long while I felt alive like God had finally forgiven me for the sins I have committed.When I was done eating I took my bathe and brushed my teeth. Then I went down to my daughters room only to find that she was still sleeping. I wasn't surprised at this she had the habit of waking up late every Saturday as if her body was wired her to do so knowing that there was no school.I kissed her forehead and walked out of the room. Yemi was now standing in front of her door with a look of seriousness on his face. As always.Cl

It was as though my heart had been thrown onto the deepest depths of despair and confusion.It was then I realized that I was shaking so much no words could possibly leave my mouth.My heart beat rapidly in my chest at a wild and fast rate that called for worry, and the phone I held almost slipped out of my sweaty hands."W..w..hat.. Did you say." I stammered, tears staining my eyes. I could hear my heart pulsating in my chest, drumming loudly in my ears."Mr Cletus has been admitted to the hospital and this given was given to us as that of his next of Kin. Are you his wife?" She said, sounding impatient and exhausted."Y.. Yes.." I finally replied, letting a tear fall down my eyes. I quickly wiped them away with my thumb my heart going in an overdrive. My head unable to process any thought."What hospital did you say he was again?" I asked. My voi

CHAPTER 45 I scrambled behind the female doctor who looked confident in her strides, my heart was literally in my mouth. I couldn't speak, I was trembling. It was one thing to divorce him and another for him to die. I would be blamed for him death and Honestly, not just by others but myself too.  I was at least a little bit at peace knowing that Cletus wasn't dead, but thinking of him being badly injured made me feel sick and guilty very guilty. Is it all my fault?  But of course it wasn't? I is not my fault for wanting better for myself and my daughter.  

After speaking to the doctor and listening to her advice if I can call it that cause all She had said was a whole lot of gibberish. She had no idea what I have gone through in the hands of Cletus.I walked out of her office and was led to Cletus's ward in the hospital. He was connected to a drip and there was a bandage on his left hand."I will give you both your privacy." The nurse said, leaving the room and locking the door behind her.I took slow steps to the bed and sat down on it. I didn't know what to think or feel but I was glad that he was alive.Now that I saw him I was sure that I was no longer in love with him. However, I was glad that he did not die for I would have paid the price for it."I wonder what game you are playing now." I sighed. I stood up from the bed and went to the sofa by the wall in his room.It was a preference of mine for me

CHAPTER 47 It was not a doubt that Cletus had hurt me so bad that it was almost unforgivable. Nor was it in doubt that I no longer felt the same way for him.  However, I had to consider other things. The facet that I had let Sam make love to me yesterday was the first on my mind. It was obvious how into me he had become. I couldn't let what we had continue for not only was I older than him but I was still married. He had a reputation to keep, his family would never let him be with him. I couldn't let it get past the stage it was, at least now no one will know what we've done. If we continue to be together then it would be harder to break up most especially if we fall in love.

CHAPTER 48 I loved sleeping with Sam no doubt he made me feel things that I had not felt in a long time. He made me feel loved and beautiful, but that's how extra marital affairs worked right? They were there to fill in the void that your marriage leaves in you.That's not to say that I support it for I do not. Never in a thousand years would I have ever thought that I would cheat on Cletus neither did I predict that he would be so cruel and unfaithful to me when we get married.  I knew that it was my duty to give him my body but I could not. I admit that despite the guilt I felt for sleeping with Sam I did not want to have another man in me yet, not even my husband. Cletus touched me again, caressing my hands. I flinched moving away from him. "I am just not ready C

I took my car keys from the bed side table and sprinted downstairs. My car keys had just been exactly where I left when I ran away, at the corner of the table behind our wedding photograph. I was surprised that it wasn't shifted even just a little the same way I left it was the same way I met it. Just as if Cletus was so sure that I would return.   Driving into Sid's mansion the gateman saluted me at the gate and I waved at him smiling sweetly even though I was so tensed. I didn't want to see Sam before leaving.  I knew that it would be so wrong of me to do that after how he had helped me, but I could not help but wish so. I could not imagine the pain and hurt in his eyes should he see me leaving. I had my daughters pain to have to b

CHAPTER 50My heart raced at an increasingly alarming rate. There was the fear of having to seeing Nne so disappointed and heartbroken and the fear of the emotions in Sam's eyes. I inhaled deeply. I couldn't go back on my word now. If I did, I couldn't foretell what Cletus might do. Thoughts of him killing himself grips my bones and my heart races fast.  "I will take it from here with my daughter, you may go now." I said to the nanny. She got up immediately. "Alright thank you ma." She replied. She waved at Nne, "See you on Monday baby girl." I think not. I thought. When she was leaving the room she waved at me and Sam then closed the door behind her. Sam waved back at her and turned to me. He stretched out taking his