第三章

Oakley Point of View

His eyes look like they are about to fall out of his head. “I would but, your br..brother is standing outside Lee…” He said stuttering. I burst out laughing, and his face turns from shocked to puzzled. “you fool, I was just joking… I would never do that. God what type of tramp do you think I am?” I said, and he relaxed his position. “I don’t think you’re a Tramp at all to be honest…” he mumbled under his breath, I burst out laughing again, “well how would you know, you haven’t seen me in twelve years almost.” I say with a smile on my face. “Lee, I don’t think you’ve changed. I do know that what I saw now, well moments ago, was just human nature?” I burst out laughing again, “what is so funny Lee?” “Human Nature, I’m Horny Jason, Nothing Natural about using a machine. My Slit needs to be filled, so deep, that I scream out in beautiful Sensual moans… Now that’s natural.” I say it so sexually and passionate, I check Jason’s jeans and he has a semi. I better stop I’m taking this thing too far, he has a girlfriend, and I’m not first place loser. In any case we have grown so far apart, emotionally and physically, he couldn’t possibly have those childhood feelings towards me like when we were young. “anyway I didn’t call you in here to finish me off, I called you in here to ask you to forget what you saw…” I say fiddling with the sheet I had wrapped around me. “what! No! I can’t?” “And why not?” I asked now being shocked. Jason moves closer to the bed, “ because I liked what I saw…” I hold my breath, remembering that I have nothing under these sheets and I think I just creamed, why would he say this? I pull the sheet closer, feeling my slit, leak in excitement. He then burst out laughing. “I hardly saw anything…I just assumed seeing the vibrator on the table next to you” He says I feel very embarrassed now, and I just want him to get out. “You know you could have said something from the beginning, I don’t understand why you would stand there and act that you know everything that’s going on but you don’t. So please leave and go back to your Girlfriend. I don’t want you or my  brother here.” The rejection had turned into embarrassment then the embarrassment turned into anger so I just wanted him to go. “Okay well where are your bags?” “What bags?” I answered puzzled, “your bags you came here with?” “ They are packed away…Why?” “Well, I’m not leaving without you unfortunately.” “why Jason, just go? You have no business being here, for all I know you could be my next fucking step brother in law, and that’s the last thing I need in my life right now…” “She’s actually a nice person Lee?” “ So that makes me feel better how? Actually I don’t care, I’m leaving back to Ireland ASAP. I don’t need to be around people that don’t care enough to tell me that my father met a whore and his daughter, slept with the whore, kicked my mother on her ass and took them both in, in the matter of a year… And please don’t looked so shocked, If you and dipshit don’t tell me shit then where must I look for the information…I’ve been here about an hour and a half, and Jess filled me in on My fathers little love affair, And to crack me more is that the guy I trusted most of my childhood, my brothers best friend, the man who took my virginity, The man, I’m afraid to say I loved at a stage in my life, is now fucking my new fucked up step sister. And all of you were like ‘oh lets not tell Oakley because she will have a nervous breakdown!’ obviously my parents had been married for over 32 years, when it came to relationship goals they were it. My mother would never ever do such a thing to him. They made me believe that marriage was a sacred thing, and here you people are keeping a huge secret. Made me feel that I wasn’t even part of the family. SO PLEASE, take yourself and my brother out of my best friends house and fuck right off.”

“Lee, I’m sorry, your brother is sorry. I feel so bad, realizing how this must have hurt. I’m sorry for being with her, I’m sorry. Forgive us please, and come home with us…” he says on his knees begging me. “its not my home. It's your's, the whores and my brother. I have no interest in going back with you or my brother.” I say now looking away, tears had started rolling down my cheek, and I didn’t like it when people saw me cry. “I’m obviously not making myself clear to you Oakley… I’m not leaving without you” He stands from his knees, and starts collecting my stuff and placing it on the bed, He picks up my G-string I had thrown on the floor earlier. I’m shocked, he has a stern voice, well this escalated quickly… “I will go, Please can I just put some clothes on. I will be out in a minute, you can ask Jess to come in here.” I say, “I don’t trust what you say, Get dressed here I will wait for you I will turn around.” “Jason, you know how I have always felt about my body, Please give me some privacy. You a damn hypocrite for not trusting me, even though since you’ve known me I have be truthful. Unlike you and my brother, Basically my whole family…” “Jesus Lee, Get dressed, I don’t care what you feeling now. You are making me angry and I want to go home…” I suddenly stand from the bed, and let the sheet fall, He mouth falls open, and he spins around so that he doesn’t see me. I don’t get nude in front of just anyone. I am very self-conscious about my breasts, and my thighs and my stomach, not that I’m fat but I wasn’t like that. I look for my pajamas I had on earlier, I bend, and catch Jason sneaking a peak. “Jason… Please..” he turns back quickly. “I don’t know why you wouldn’t want me to see. Your body is beautiful. I’ve always found you attractive…” I pull my silk strappy top over my head silently, He is just saying this shit to make me feel better. I pull up my  Silk Pajama shorts. I couldn’t find my G-string, so I left it off. “Okay you can look now…” I say collecting my things so long. “I liked you better not having the clothes on…” “Jason why do you say those things… You have a girlfriend, and I am not a toy you can just play with you know…” “I’m not. I’m speaking the truth.” “Yeah well, your guys truth is far from my truth…” I mutter, throwing the last of my things in the bag. He goes to the door, opens it slightly, and talks, moments later, Jess walks into the room. “girl you better not be leaving me…” I nod now going to sit on the bed. “I’m going with you, at least for tonight?” She Says, and I nod. We roll my bag out of the room, then make our way to Jason’s car to load my things, while she goes to pack a few of her things.