Chapter 8

Saoirse wasn’t kidding when she said she had no idea what to do. But it wasn’t her fault so Alex decided to let it slide.

“Ugh...take it easy with those teeth! You are supposed to be pleasuring me, not bite my dick off,” Alex was annoyed.

“I told you I'm not good at it! I don’t want to do this anymore,” Saoirse whined.

“Fine, just stop and come here,” Alex picked her up and threw her on the bed. He took his shirt off and then his pants. He was extremely aroused after seeing her naked and he didn't have the patience to teach her how to give him head.

She had a terrified expression on her face. She was fine just a moment ago so Alex was confused. 

“What's with that face?” he asked.

“Uh...um...is it gonna hurt like yesterday? I am still kind of sore,” she asked nervously.

“It shouldn't. But if you tense up like this it might so just relax,” he said.

“I...I can't,” she said quietly. “Please don’t make me do this again,” she pleaded. Tears started to collect at the corner of her eyes.

Alex looked at her intently. Maybe he shouldn't rush it. It's not fun if he has to force himself on her every time. It'll be more enjoyable for both of them if she wants it.

“Alright, how about I just touch you and you tell me where it feels good. For now,” he said.

“O...okay,” she whispered and wiped her tears.

Alex caressed her breasts gently. They are so perky and cute, he thought. He was used to sleeping with more voluptuous women so this was a little different. He slowly trailed his hand down and stroked between her legs. She moaned softly. Her face slowly turning redder.

“Does this feel good?” he said. His voice seemed unnatural to his own ears. He couldn't remember the last time he spoke to anyone in that gentle tone.

“I don't know...” she said and moaned. He smiled. From the looks of it, she was enjoying it.

She was still very tight so he slid his finger inside and moved it in and out. He leaned over and bit her lightly on the neck.

“Aah! What are you doing?” she gasped.

“Claiming you because you are mine,” he smirked.

He watched as she moaned from pleasure when he played with the most sensitive part of her body. He loved the face she made. He could look at her all day and never get tired of it, he thought.

“It seems like your body wants me,” he whispered.

“No, it doesn’t,” she whimpered.

“But you are so wet though,” he smirked.

“What does that mean?” she whimpered.

“That means you are ready for me to put my dick inside you,” he said matter of factually.

“You are wrong,” she hid her face under a pillow.

“Okay then I’ll just keep playing with you until you beg for more,” he said and gruffly and thrust his fingers in and out.

“Ahh…I can’t take it anymore,” she groaned. She was ashamed of how her body was reacting to his touches but it was as if she lost all control. Her mind was clouded and her body was burning.

“Let me in, I promise it won’t hurt this time,” he whispered. “Okay?” he asked.

Saoirse closed her eyes and nodded.

“Good, because I am not taking a no for an answer this time,” he said and thrust inside her. She was still really tight since she only just lost her virginity so he didn't move right away.

She groaned but didn't look like she was in that much pain. She gripped her hand and squeezed it.

“You okay?” he asked and kissed her forehead.

“Yeah, you can move,” she whispered.

He started to move on top of her.

“Fuck...your pussy is so tight, I love it,” he said in a raspy voice.

“You don't have to say it out loud, it’s weird!” she said and hid her face shyly. He smiled. He never liked to be around timid girls because they used to annoy him but this girl was different. The more embarrassed she looked the cuter he thought she was.

“It’s weird is it?” he laughed.

After he was done with her, he sat up next to her and lit a cigarette. She laid there motionless for a moment then sat up. She pulled the blanket over her chest and looked away.

“You okay? Did that hurt?” Alex asked.

“No,” she said quietly.

“Good, because I am only getting started,” he grinned. “Pretty soon you’ll want it as much as I do.”

“In your dreams,” she turned around and buried her face in the pillow.

Alex chuckled and trailed his fingers on her back.

“Look, I don’t expect you to like me or anything. In fact, I don’t give a fuck if you never like me but this is your new life for a few months so just deal with it. You do everything I say and your life will be very comfortable,” he said.

Saoirse sighed and went to the bathroom to clean up. It didn't hurt as much as yesterday but she wasn't sure if she could do this every day. She felt so used. Alex wasn’t as rough as she thought he would be but he was intimidating. Every time he grabbed her and held her down she feared for her life even though he promised not to hurt her.

She always imagined to do this kind of thing with someone she loved. She couldn’t imagine loving someone like Alex and she knew he would never love her. A guy like that doesn’t know how to love someone, she thought bitterly. It was a matter of time he would turn around and kill her. She had to walk on egg shells around him.

Please, daddy, you have to get me out of here, She thought to herself as she stared at the mirror. She knew it wasn’t going to be any time soon as his father was stuck with a lot of debt. Alex wasn’t the only one he borrowed from. He didn’t tell her too much about his financial habits but she knew he liked to spend money on gambling.