27. Kinda feel bad.

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   Sincerely, Amanda Hill.

Amanda's POVSeeing Jason calmly stare out at the ocean gave me a sense of peace. I felt myself relax when I found out he would be here today and even more when I laid my eyes on him. It hurts me to not run to him, but I need to go through with my little plan. After t

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   It's Red Velvet.

Jason's POVIt's been a month since the explosion. All I've been doing these days is replaying her death. It's been stuck in my mind every day. This pain, this guilt, that I've been dragging with me makes it feel like years since I saw her.

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   42. Not this time.

Jason s POVThe sun is shining brightly today. The chirping birds sound even more beautiful today. There's not a cloud in the wonderful blue sky today. The amazing smell of flowers fills the air today. It's a perfect day, and it may be our last if all doesn't go as planned.

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   41. Anything for Rosa.

Amanda's P.O.VMaybe this was a mistake. Maybe I shouldn't have said yes. But, there's not much I can do now. With a loud sigh, I lean back and cross my legs as I watch Chris throw another three punches. A single light bulb shines on both of them while the rest of the lights are off.

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   40. Let me guess.

Jason's POV"Chris, I need you to search up a man called Daniel Robin Jones. He's around thirty years old and goes by Danny, D-dog, but is mostly known as Dan Jonesy and Robin Hood," Amanda cracks her knuckles as she stands behind Chris on the computer.

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   39. Have some fun!

Amanda's P.O.VA few tequila shots later and he was all over me. I do my best to act like I’m enjoying this, but I can’t help but feel bad.

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   30. Anything for her.

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   29. Don't you dare.

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   28. Lucky for me.

Sincerely, Amanda ✔   26. I'm a goner.