Chapter 3 - Help me

Olivia POV 

I feel Jack’s hand tight around my arms while he’s kissing me, I don’t kiss him back as all I can think about was that man. How gorgeous was he. The way he devoured my body with his eyes.

“FUCKSAKE LIV I AM TRYING TO KISS YOU HERE”

“I am sorry, I’ve got a headache, and you know I am not ready”

“And I am turned on and your place is to please me, so KNEEL, you are mine so you do what I tell you to do”

“Please no, I am not ready Jack” – I try to reason with him.

“I saw him looking at you as if you were his, he touched what’s mine so you have to pay for it, so SHUT UP AND KNEEL BEFORE YOU PISS ME OFF EVEN MORE”

I kneel in front of him while he grabs my hair "Open my jeans and suck my cock" - he says.

"Please Jack, I won't ever see him again"

"You are mine, suck my cock and shut up, I know deep down you want it" – I obviously didn’t want it. Our relationship had ended a while ago I just didn’t have the courage to break up with him.

I undo his jeans and I hear someone knocking in the door, I stiff and I get up running to the bathroom closing the door behind me.

I felt a tear run down my face and I decided to jump from the window.

Wasn’t the first time he made me suck him. But it was the first time he did it because of other people, usually is just when he is drunk. I was still a virgin as I always felt I needed to keep my flower untouched. After jumping from the window I walked out of his life. That was it, I couldn't take it anymore. While walking I noticed I was barefoot. But I kept walking, tears falling down my face.

After about 3 hour walking I was lost, I had no idea where I was so I fall on my knees and I am in front of this big gates near the forest. I feel my body giving up on me, so I close my eyes. I can hear 2 pairs of feet running towards me “miss are you ok?” “This is private property”. I look at them and they were big. And I cried and I asked for help. I finally asked for help.

“Please” - I cried - “help me”.  Without understanding how Dhario was right in front of me in just pyjamas bottom. I hear him shouting at the 2 men,

“DON’T LOOK AT HER” 

I look into his eyes still lying on the floor and I see it, he was scared. He felt pity. I lift my body onto my knees while je kneels in front of me putting a strand of my hair behind my ear. I don’t really know why but I hug him. He hugs me back. His warmth feels familiar. His smell is so good, but I am so tired that my eyes closed.

I wake up but I can’t open my eyes. I was scared that Dhario was just a dream and I am in bed with Jack. I am scared he’s going to try and fuck me. I am afraid he’s going to deflower me and I will be impure. But then his smell hits me. I smell fresh cut grass and mint. That’s him. I open my eyes and I blink a few times. He was staring at me. He looked tired. His face was perfect. His light blue eyes, his jet black hair and beard made him absolutely perfect. His hair was a mess, different from the first time I saw him. 

“Hello” I say covering my body with the bedding.

“Don’t do it, you are beautiful, don’t cover yourself “– He says making me smile a little.

I blush and look down at the white bedding covering my body. “What happened last night?” – I ask trying to remember.

“I brought you inside, changed your clothes because they were dirty and I let you sleep” – he says to me.

I blink my eyes in disbelieve - “Y-you changed my clothes?” – I ask stuttering a little.

“I didn’t look, I respected you so I just changed it as fast as I could”

“T-thank you, you didn’t have to”

“Your jeans had blood on them, did you hurt yourself? Did you fall?” - His voice sounds worried 

“I-I can’t talk about it” - and I cry. I see his face change, as if he was trying to read my mind. He looked so deeply into my eyes that I felt my body get hot.

“Did he do anything to you? Did he touch you?” – He asked as if he already knew what happened.

My face falls and he stands up, he paces side to side with his fists closed. Without any warning he leaves the room. I try to follow him but he is fast. I don’t know where he went. So I walk back to the bedroom I was on and I sit on the bed.

I sit there looking around. I decide to explore the bedroom a little, so I walk into the door on the left and there’s a big bathroom with a big hot tub. There is two sinks and a massive mirror on top. The other wall wasn’t a wall, it was all glass looking towards the mountain. It was breath-taking.

I leave and walk back into the bedroom to walk towards the other door and I find a dressing room. All with white furniture and one big sofa on one of the corners. On one of the walls there was a big dressing table with a light up mirror. It was beautiful.

I see all his clothes hanging and I walk towards them and I sniff one of his shirts And I feel my heart racing. My mind goes foggy. So I put it down and walk back into the bedroom and look at the bookshelf.

There was so many books, it was a dream. I love to read. I grabbed one of the books and I sit outside on the balcony hugging my legs and reading while I wait for that perfect man to come back to me.