Chapter 5

“Darren…” His husky voice sent shivers to my spine and fire to my core.

I moaned when I felt him caress my crotch. He groaned before inserting his fingers inside my wet panties. The moment his finger touched my bare slick folds, I was in euphoria.

“Fuck!” he cursed as he inserted his finger to my hole.

I arched my back and moaned as he thrusted his finger in and out of me. I rode the rhythm and met him with each thrust. “Please…” I was begging and I know it.

He seemed to have known what I meant because he fastened his pace. I was moaning and screaming every time I would meet him. His finger got buried deeper making me convulse in pleasure. Damn.

“You fucking came on my finger, baby…” His sexy voice whispered to my ear before leaning down and kissing my neck.

I tipped my head to the side and gave him a better access. My hands lingered towards his toned body. He’s full of developed muscles. How can someone be this ripped?

I opened my eyes and met his gaze. His stare is filled with lust and pleasure. But goddamn those beautiful blue eyes. I feel like I could lose in them forever.

“You’re so handsome…” I moaned before pulling his face close to mine and kissing him with all my might.

I felt him chuckle as he savored my kisses the same as I did. His hands rested on my breasts, kneading and molding them as I lose my last bit of sanity.

“Please take me.” I could barely recognize my voice. I am so turned on.

He cursed under his breath and pulled his pants and boxers down in one swift move freeing his proud glory. I felt the rush inside me as I saw how huge he is now. I sat back and held his shaft, pumping it up and down.

I heard him groan as I did what my instinct told me to do. He’s standing in front of me while I licked the tip of his pre-come.

“Fuck!” he grunted as he pushed me to the bed. I managed to let out a chuckle as he hovered on top of me. “Naughty, aren’t we?” His whispers are my heaven.

He parted my legs and positioned himself in my center. I bit my lip so hard when I felt him teasing on my entrance. “Are you…”

I shook my head even without hearing his whole question. “I’m not a virgin anymore.” I was too confident to tell him.

“Baby, I don’t have a condom in my room. I’ll pull out.” He told me before entering me.

I couldn’t process what he just said and I didn’t bother thinking. My core was too overwhelmed when I felt him in between me.

He kissed me hard and powerfully. I moaned when I felt his tongue trying to gain access to my small cavern. He bit my lower lip before thrusting his tongue inside my mouth. His tongue skillfully owned my lips that I only noticed how fast he’s thrusting when I was almost on my limit.

“Fuck!” He cursed and he thrusted even faster.

“Oh! Faster!” I mewled as I moved my hips to meet his every thrust.

His movement went even faster and even deeper making me come in no time. He groaned and pulled out before coming on my bare stomach.

His body collapsed on top of me. His breath brushed my shoulder. “You’re gonna be so sore when you wake up.” He whispered before I fell into slumber.

I gulped at what I remembered. I stopped and looked in front of me. Julian stood there with his coat on his hand. He looked more relaxed now than when he was in the party.

“What are you doing here?” I asked him casually. Alright, he has to know that I can also do casual with him. Even with all those memories from that night coming back.

Julian took another step closer to me. This time I can clearly see his blue eyes under the streetlight. He looks so handsome even with his after-party look. “Are you going home alone?” He asked.

I nodded. “Henney and Bash stayed for the dirty work.” I replied. “You told them to not let me help so now I’m alone.”

He raised his brow but his intense and serious gaze stayed. I feel like I’m melting in his gaze. “Where’s your boyfriend?” He sounded so curious and accusing at the same time.

“I don’t have a boyfriend.”

Who’s he talking about anyway?

He cocked his head to the side. “Well, then, who’s the guy who’s been so close to you the whole party?” he asked again.

“Greg?” I asked.

His jaw clenched at the mention of Greg’s name.

Now, I raised my brow. “He’s just a friend.” I shrugged.

“A friend can hold your waist then?” His voice sounded really sarcastic and so full of accusation. I wonder why he’s like this to me when he’s the one who suggested us to be friends.

“It’s a chivalrous gesture. It’s not a big deal.” I replied and started to walk to the dorm.

Funny how Mr. Greene changes his mind so fast. Moments ago, he’s so sure he wanted to friends with me. Then he gets his eyes fixated on me the whole party. And now, he’s so suspicious of my relationship with Greg.

Julian Lawrence Greene, are you jealous?

He pursed his lips in a thin line while he stared at me with his intense gaze. I have seen a lot of handsome men up close but none of them had ever made me feel like I’m losing air in my lungs. Only this Godly Human in front of me now. Only Julian.

I bit my lip and tried to calm myself. He wanted to be friends with me. How can we be friends if he shows up like this unexpectedly? I know how men work. I’ve played with men before. I have been very, very playful. I can just play with him now but my body says otherwise.

“What are you doing here?” I asked him again.

He let out a breath before walking even closer to me. My eyes widened when his face is only a few inches away from mine. “I want to walk you home.” His tone is serious, void of any humor. His eyes have darkened as his jaw clenched.

I swallowed at what he said. He’s still so close to me so I couldn’t think really well. What was that? He wants to walk me home? Want?

“I can walk home alone.” I said while stepping back.

He tilted his head to the side. He looked so surprised that I retaliated. But then he clenched his jaw after a few seconds. “You’re gonna walk home wearing that?” He asked as he pointed at my attire.

I narrowed my eyes at him. “I walked from home to the party wearing this, Julian.” I told him.

His expression hardened. What is wrong with my dress anyway? I am wearing a simple black halter backless dress that extends until above my knees. Aside from my back, I’m pretty sure I look decent. So, I don’t understand what this man is telling me.

“I’m not gonna let you walk home alone wearing that.” His words seemed marked with finality.

“Well, it’s not like you should care—”

“I care, alright! I don’t want other people to see what’s inside you! I don’t!”

I froze when he snapped at me. He looked so frustrated as he cursed under his breath in front of me. Is he swearing at me now?

His eyes met mine once again and I shook my head. “I don’t think that’s what a friend should do.” I said, trying to sound pissed when in reality, I’m too stunned to even talk right now.

He shut his eyes and massaged his temple. He looked so angry and annoyed but still goddamn handsome.

He opened his eyes and stared straight at me. This time, I can’t read his expression. He looked so calm but his stare isn’t going to make me sleep in peace tonight.

“Fuck friends.” He said before walking away from me.

I swallowed a forming lump in my throat as I watched his back from here. He was walking real fast like someone is coming after him.

I couldn’t help but feel a stab in my chest. I want him, alright. I have acknowledged that feeling since I met his gaze in the bar the first time. I thought he might want me, too, but his actions say otherwise.

I sighed and faced the direction of the dorm. I guess I just have to sleep this all off—if I could even forget how frustrated he looked at me.

I have never felt this kind of intensity for a man. When I was dating Benjamin in high school, we were always together because it’s what’s expected from us. I enjoyed his company because he’s such a gentleman. He would take me out on dates because it’s what we think is right. We had sex because we thought it would strengthen our relationship.

But I’ve never longed for a person as much as I want Julian.

His stare is more than enough to make me fall on me feet. His aura is different with the men I’ve been with. He’s everything everyone isn’t that I’m starting to think he is illegal.

He is illegal.

He is passionate in his job. He’s got great friends. He’s from Hermosa.

Sooner or later, I will leave. When my parents knew where I am, I will probably change locations. I can’t stay here.

Being attracted to him is too much. I need to stop. But damn…when he showed up in the café the next day with a woman, I felt like I wanted to break all the glasses in the bar.

“Oh! Are they back together?” Celine asked me as we watched Julian wrap his arm around the girl’s waist.

“You know her?” I asked.

“Yes. She’s Casey McMiller, Mr. Greene’s ex-girlfriend.” Celine replied.

I pursed my lips in a thin line as I watched the two like an eagle. Julian’s laughing while his girlfriend is busy whispering him god-knows-what flirty shits.

“Oh!” Celine exclaimed when he noticed the cup of frappucino overflowing on the table. Damn!