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Last Updated : 2020-10-12
Synopsis
Para sa mga taong, minsan ng nagparaya para sa pagkakaibigan, sa mga taong minsan ng nagpalaya para sa ikabubuti ng lahat.Ito ay kwento ng isang teenage girl na minsan ng nakalimot sa kaniyang nakaraan. Ikinasal sa kababatang lalaki, sa edad na labing siyam. Makikilala niyang muli ang lalaking minsan ng nagkaroon ng malaking parte, sa kaniyang nakaraan. Mapapalapit muli ito sa pangalawang pagkakataon, na siya namang pag-iiba ng pakikitungo at trato sa kaniya ng naturang asawa.Darating ang panahon na malalaman at maalala niyang muli ang nakaraan. Gustuhin man niyang magalit at kamuhian ang mga taong malapit sa kaniya, dahil mistulang pinaglaruan siya ni kapalaran. Napunta siya sa taong minsan ng nagparaya para sa pagkakaibigan, napalapit siyang muli sa taong minsan na niyang minahal at ipinaglaban.Pilitin man niyang talikuran ang lahat, at kalimutan ang nakaraan, ngunit pipiliin niya paring yakapin at harapin ang kasalukuyan, sa ngalan ng pag-ibig, sa huli mananaig padin ang pagmamahal at pagpapatawad.
Chapter 1
PROLOGUE
LIKE
Have you experienced getting head over heels for someone?, getting knocked off of your feet?, for someone na hindi nagpakita ng kahit anumang interes sa iyo. For someone who never reciprocated your feelings.
FALL
Have you experienced falling for someone? ang kaso, hindi ka sigurado. Sa taong walang kasiguraduhan kung mananatili ba o iiwan ka nalang sa huli. Sa taong hindi sigurado kung masasalo ka ba o hahayaan kang mahulog mag-isa.
LOVE
Have you experienced that word?, Love. What a big word, right? everyone definitely experienced loving and being loved, but have you experienced loving someone who doesn't love you back? Even platonically.
CARE
Have you experienced caring about someone? too much, no less. Giving a damn about someone who doesn't even care whether you still exist or not.
CRY
And have you experienced crying over someone you think is totally worth all the tears, but really isn't?. Shedding tears over someone because he doesn't care about you.
PAIN
And pain. Have you experienced getting hurt? Pained expression. Pained body. Pained heart. Everything is hurting and it is all because of love.
INVISIBLE
Have you experienced being invisible?. You're here, but it is as if you weren't. The type of invisibility wherein you're the one who was there for him, but you're still not the apple of his eye?
BETRAYAL
Have you ever experienced trusting someone only for them to ruin your being, wreck your walls, and build trust issues inside you? how about trusting someone to the point wherein you cannot imagine that they'd break it sooner or later?, Because you trust them too much?.
GIVING UP
And have you ever experienced raising the white flag, a sign that you're giving up because of the constant heartbreaks? Because you know deep inside you, that you have no chance to win the fight.
REALIZATION
And one day you'd realize that you don't deserve any of this. Heartaches, headaches, anxiety, trust issues, and every sufferings he gave you. You'd realize that you deserve better. That you deserve the best.
And one last step---------
FORGIVE AND FORGET
Mahirap turuan ang puso. They say you are free to love anyone. Pero paano kapag nahulog ka sa taong hindi ka kayang saluhin — hindi ka gugustuhing saluhin?. Can we even dictate our hearts on who to choose and who to love?,
Ang puso ang pinaka-mahirap na turuan. Dahil imbis na makinig ito sa atin, kusa itong tumitibok para sa isang tao. Tamang tao man o hindi. Sa karapat-dapat man o hindi. Madalas tayong mahulog sa maling tao dahil akala natin sila na yung tama para sa atin, pero hindi.
Ang pagmamahal ay kahit kailan ay hindi naging mali. Love equates to pain. You can't say you love someone if you were never happy, and you can't say you love someone if you never get hurt. Love is pain; love is happiness.
Siguro mali dahil nahulog ka sa isang tao, sa maling oras, sa mahaling panahon at higit sa lahat, sa maling pagkakataon; there's no perfect time for love.
Kung mahal mo, ipaglaban mo. Pero dapat alam mo ang limitasyon. Kung hanggang saan ka lang talaga, kung anong lugar mo sa puso niya. Dahil kung wala talaga, dapat nang sukuan.
But, what if you wake up one day realizing everything isn't real? That you trusted the wrong person? Kakayanin mo bang magtiwala at maniwalang may rason ang lahat ng bagay?.
As Calissa Marie Phobee Hermosa once said, "Love is unpredictable."
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LIFE FULL OF LIES EPILOGUE
Five years later "Its been along time, how are you?" Its been five years, since the day he left. Ang araw kung saan, sobrang sakit at pait nang lahat. Akala ko, pagkatapos nang lahat nang iyon ay magiging maayos na kami. But he left me, alone. Sobrang sakit at hirap, para sa aking mag adjust nang mag isa. Namuhay ako sa sarili naming tahanan, nang wala siya. I finished my studies. I graduated in collage without him, by myside. I lived my life, full of pain and regrets. Yung sakit na kahit sino man ay hindi kayang ibsan. Pagsisisi na mahirap nang maibalik. I love him, until now. And i'd waited for him, to came back. "Yes, its been five years. And still, i can't forget you"
Last Updated : 2020-10-12LIFE FULL OF LIES CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
"You must be my wife's, bastarda" Bastarda?, hindi naman ako putok sa buho, o anak sa labas. Unless fake ang kasal nila daddy. "Nakuha mo ang pagmumukha nang ama mo. Akalain mo nga naman, hanggang ngayon humihinga ka padin, pagkatapos nang lahat nang aksedenteng nangyari sayo"- Sarkastikong sambit nito. He knew everything, i guess. "Pero mukhang wala sayo ang swerte ngayon, ija"- sinundan pa nito nang pagtawa niya. Tawang nakakakilabot. Mag ama nga sila, parehong mga takas sa mental. Nagulat na lamang ako, nang pahablot niyang hinawakan ang panga ko. At, i swear to god. Ang sakit, halos maluha na ako sa higpit n
Last Updated : 2020-10-12LIFE FULL OF LIES CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
Im totally lost. Until now, hindi pa din madigest nang sistema ko, lahat nang nalaman ko. From being felt betrayed, to broken family, until being loved by someone i couldn't chose before. *Bzzt, bzzt, bzzt* I look at my phone, and took it. 1 message received, from unknown |Hi sissy, lets meet up. I'll text to you the address, aryt?. See you, lil'sis| I know, it was Margareth. Ano namang kelangan nito nang ganitong kaaga?. The heck. |1 hour later| What's with this girl?. She asked me to go to the abandoned building?. Ano namang gagawen ko doon?. Magkukwentuhan daw kami?. Hindi k
Last Updated : 2020-10-12LIFE FULL OF LIES CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
"BECAUSE I STILL CARED FOR HER, AND I CAN'T STAND SEEING HER IN PAIN BECAUSE OF YOU AGAIN, ASSHOLE" Ano na bang nangyayari sa mga tao ngayon?. "Do you think matatanggap ka uli niya after what you did?"- klent "I just did that because i don't have a choice, you know that. Of all people, ikaw dapat ang isa sa nakakaalam niyan, Mariano. You know, what we've been through." "But she's fine know, she totally forget about you, forget about everything." "Stop acting as if, you treated her so well. As far as i remember, you never been nice to her, since the day she chose me over you. You know what?, you just see me as a threat, kaya ka nakipag ayos sa kaniya hindi ba?. Your worried that she might like
Last Updated : 2020-10-12LIFE FULL OF LIES CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
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Calissa's Pov "Im sorry, and i mean it. I want to start a new one, with you. And this is the right time to do that" Paulit ulit yang nag eecho sa pandinig ko, hindi ko alam kung b
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Malinaw na natatandaan ni Jiang Sese kung gaano kawalang-interes ang hitsura ng kanyang ama nang sabihin nito sa kanya: "Pagkaalis mo, huwag mong banggitin na ikaw ay mula sa pamilya Jiang, baka gumawa ka ng katangahan." Mas malupit pa ang fiance niya, pinupuna siya ng may masamang tingin sa mukha. "Jiang Sese, paano mo magagawa ang isang bagay na kasuklam-suklam?" Ang mga alaalang ito ay pumukaw sa isang mahina na si Jiang Sese.2 FEI
