7 - Souls

 The Imperial City, from whence every good thing flowed. This was the cradle of the nation that had unified every divided territory from the western edge of the Adaraat Desert all the way to the sea. This was the birthplace of all things just and fair, all things meant for greatness.

And of course, the seat of the Emperor's power could be nothing less than grand and breathtakingly beautiful. Far below in the distance, Anzi could see the colors of the sprawling city blend and ripple into each other like threads in a tapestry, the red banners of the various districts twining with the green of the thick vines that grew freely around every building, every structure. This was two hundred kilometers from the desert, well into the fertile range, and the mages of the Imperium always made sure to keep the earth here thriving.

Many generations before, this place once had another name, but the Emperor had decreed long ago that it would give it up and simply become the Imperial City. The Empire was therefore simply the Empire for that reason as well - instead of attaching a name to it and making it 'one of many,' this reign was meant to be the one and only. Not an empire, but The Empire.

And that was what it had become. Under its authority, the people thrived. There were no more warlords, no more fighting, no more misery. All of that had disappeared. Even the most destitute of territories that had suffered from the worst kind of poverty and starvation were cared for now.

The Empire had conquered first the land, then the soul of it: this was how life should be, full of prosperity and peace.

There had been costs, though. The dragons that used to inhabit the land were gone now, and there were no more wild serpents in the skies. The Purge had made sure of that...the difficult decision by the emperor to wipe out all the wild dragons that could not be suitably tamed by his own forces.  In the final days of the great creatures, the warlords were still fighting tooth and nail over the last of them in the hopes that they could still use them to fight back against the Empire, and they all perished as a result.

Now the only dragons that existed in the land were those that hatched in the Imperium under the loving care of their human partners. A bloody history, but in the end, this was what it had become, and this was what it had always been meant to be.

Anzi leaned forward and pressed her palms down along the dragon's glinting blue scales, marveling at the cool smoothness on her skin. Maybe soon, she would be so lucky...

She looked up at Colonel Bisset's back and wished once more that she could ask him all the questions burning on her tongue. But even if it wasn't out of line to interrogate him that way, trying to talk would be pointless. High in the sky with the wind rushing in their ears, he would never hear her -

The dragon dropped into a sudden nose dive, and her stomach plummeted like a heavy stone thrown into a pond. She clutched at the knobs on the sides of the leather saddle, fingers wrapping around the hardened protrusions tighter and tighter as they broke through the lower cloud cover and dived toward the ground.

Her eyes watered against the wind, but she refused to close them. The descent was the most thrilling part of the flight, and her heart thrummed in her chest with furious gusto as they cut through the sky, down, down, down -

When they finally leveled out, she released the breath she had been holding with a loud exhale. Would there ever be a day when she accepted this as calmly as the colonel did? He didn't look the slightest bit affected. Even his white hair remained perfectly groomed, every strand still in place.

That was the kind of poise she aspired to. This time, she did close her eyes, and she savored the last few moments of being airborne as she imagined that she was riding her own dragon, taking to the skies and venturing forth to new lands, new worlds...

Here they were. Now they soared in wide circles, floating on warm thermals as they neared their destination. The Imperial Palace, right in the heart of the city. It looked as grand and fearsome as ever with its gray stone parapets, hexagonal walls, and the river that circled around the entire structure with six stone bridges that led across the water into each gate. A hundred guards were stationed on top of the walls alone while a hundred more guarded the bridges, the gates, and the wide roads that connected the paths to the rest of the city.

They looked like ants from this high up. She wished she could stay here forever, gliding on the wind and breathing in the crisp dawn...

When they landed, it was all too soon, but now there were other things to look forward to instead. She could have her blunted weapons replaced, traded out for newer ones, sharper ones. She could get refitted for better armor so that she could impress whoever she might need to in the exciting coming days. And - well, she supposed she ought to send a letter to Oza at the Tower, although she didn't know if she really wanted to...It wasn't as if he would answer, anyway.

For now, though, she followed Bisset and slid off the dragon to stand on a grassy, open courtyard in the middle of the palace. It had been difficult to catch the full aerial view of the grand structure from where she had been sitting as they descended, but there would be plenty of other chances to admire the gold, silver, and gem studded scenery later. Besides, she had never been as interested in the Emperor's residence as she was in what resided within the walls -

"We're to meet His Excellency, so make yourself presentable." The colonel hadn't even glanced back at her, but his tone made it clear that he expected she was a wind-beaten mess, which she was. "Do what you can with your hair. Unfortunately, we don't have time to cut it."

Her hands jumped to her head, and she smoothed the tousled strands the best she could in the next few seconds as she hurried to follow him across the large, grassy enclosure. He had a way with words, making her go from exhilarated to ashamed in the span of half a second. And now that he had called her attention to her own messy appearance, she felt even more out of place than before.

The blue-and-white clad guards posted between the slender white pillars spaced around the area had nothing to say about it, but as she and Colonel Bisset passed between two of them to enter the palace proper, she could feel their stares digging into her back. When she looked over her shoulder, however, she saw only the colonel's dragon staring after them from the middle of the courtyard. With a rumbling growl-sigh, the enormous creature settled down to rest on the grass, and she quickly faced forward once more, hoping that Bisset hadn't noticed her momentary distraction.

She had to be perfect in every way now, she reminded herself. The smallest mistake could cost her dearly. She was here in the home of the Emperor. This was her chance, her one opportunity. She had worked so hard, given up so much. She wasn't even sure if she could dare to hope, except that now she was one of the privileged few who would lay eyes upon the legendary man.

The white stone reliefs carved into the walls and ceiling of the palace interior told the story of the Empire's history. The beginning wasn't located here, but this hallway that led in from the courtyard told the story of the Emperor meeting his dragon for the first time, a great golden marvel with wings that spanned such a great breadth that it took up the entire wall from one wingtip to the other. Too bad that she couldn't linger long enough to see more; the colonel was striding along too quickly for her to examine anything in depth.

"When you enter," he said suddenly, his voice echoing between the walls with ominous solemnity, "do not bore His Excellency with any stories or flattering speech. When he asks you who you are, state your name, and when he asks you to speak about yourself, only tell him of the things that matter. He has no need to know about your childhood or other useless things. Simply explain that you are a candidate to join the Premier Guard, and that you would be honored to join, and that will be enough. If His Excellency attempts to draw you into conversation, don't forget that you are only a soldier. Do not distract the Emperor overmuch."

"Yes, sir." She didn't turn her head to peek at him, but from the faintly disgruntled edge in his tone, it sounded like he expected the Emperor to be easily 'distracted' anyway.

She didn't know how to feel about that. This was the monarch, the head of the Empire. Did the colonel have any right to criticize him, even indirectly? For the first time ever, she felt a trickle of displeasure and dismay at the man's behavior. If it were her, she would never suggest any kind of disapproval over the Emperor, especially not to a subordinate.

It seemed even Colonel Bisset had his faults. She pressed her lips together as they continued to head toward the throne room, and she was glad that he had nothing else to say.

But with every step she took, something nervous and tight coiled in her belly with increasing insistence, and she quietly wished they could stop a moment so that she could catch her breath before the emperor granted them an audience. Stop it, she scolded herself. This was no time to be agitated, no matter how lightheaded her anticipation was making her. This was nothing, just a preliminary step. She shouldn't be so excited when nothing was for certain yet.

Somehow, though, a strange sensation began to float through her as well. It was the oddest thing, something like - as if she were on the verge of remembering something she had forgotten, or was about to find something she had misplaced. Like the moment a key hovered just before the lock, ready to enter, ready to turn.

The inexplicably specificity of it made her uneasy. It was something separate from the excitement of meeting the Emperor, something utterly foreign. What was wrong with her? And why could she feel her knees going weak, her thighs shaking like leaves under her uniform -

"Colonel Alexandre Bisset of the Premier Guard, with Private Anzi from Territory Five. I'm aware he has company, but His Excellency is expecting us."

The two hulking guards standing by immediately moved to open the massive twin doors before them, and her eyes briefly rested on their craggy faces. They weren't all human, she realized. Was this normal? Hybrids and mixed bloods in the palace?

Again, she had to scold herself. Why wouldn't mixed bloods qualify to be Imperial guards? She needed to put those thoughts away for good soon, before she accidentally said something offensive to the wrong people here. Moreover, with things suggesting that maybe she had some inhuman blood as well, she was in no position to give way to old prejudices. She was being ridiculous.

...Maybe it was this boiling anxiety in her stomach that was making her even more irritable. Why, why was she so restless? She could hardly breathe now; it was ten times worse than when she had been in the hallway

Nonetheless, she forced herself to stare straight at Colonel Bisset's back and nothing else. With a burst of determination, she shoved down the agitation and resumed walking behind the colonel as they entered the grand throne room. Here, the ceiling arched high over her head in a domed shape, and gorgeous reliefs adorned the polished white walls all around them, but she could hardly pay attention to them now.

Really, why couldn't she breathe?

"Anzi, to my side. Greet His Excellency, the Emperor Ra-Tet."

Ra-Tet? She had never thought to wonder what the Emperor's name might be. He was simply the Emperor, that was all, and this was the first time she was ever hearing him addressed that way. But there was something else that was strange, too. Ra-Tet was a desert name, not...

She stepped to the side and bowed low at the waist before the monarch on his golden throne. She only had time for a short glimpse, but even that little was enough to confirm the validity of her confusion. The Emperor was pale-skinned and blond with crystal blue eyes. She supposed it was possible he was of mixed ancestry, but with the desert blood being so diluted in him, why would he be given a native name?

Not that it should matter. She quickly swept away those irrelevant ponderings and focused her attention on the privilege of being in the Emperor's presence. That should help her ignore the raging sensation in her belly, too, which had now become almost unbearable. Please go away, she thought desperately -

"It is an honor to be here today," she said. "I live to serve the Empire."

She heard a sound like that of a palm striking metal, and she realized the Emperor had just lightly slapped his armrest. "Up, up, that's enough."

His voice was middle-toned, melodic. Graceful. This was the voice of the leader of all men. She took a deep breath and stood back up.

But instead of looking upon the majesty of the great Ra-Tet, her eyes immediately gravitated to the white pillar diagonally behind the throne, where another man leaned against it in silence with his arms crossed. Dark hair, black as night, and eyes so piercingly golden that they looked as if they were glowing. He was wearing loose white pants in the style of the nomad tribes who wandered the Adaraat, but his deeply tanned torso was bare, save the wide, golden collar that draped loosely over his shoulders and chest. Various gems studded the article, lapis blue and ruby red and emerald green. And although he was half in the shadows, so it was hard to tell exactly - she could swear that those were golden piercings than ran down the shell of his ear and hung from the lobe as well.

She almost dropped to the floor. She didn't know why, but as she stared at him, as he stared back -

"Ah, yes, I forgot," the Emperor announced with a flourish of his hand. "This is my honored guest, chieftain of the Mahot tribe, Kaizat-Amun."

She barely heard him. Suddenly, the most important man in all the Empire shrank away to nothing but a speck of dust in her mind's eye, and Anzi thought she could feel her body splitting into a thousand, thousand shards as the room spun around her. Colonel Bisset melted away from her too, becoming nothing but a muddled smear in her peripheral vision as she stared and stared. The feeling inside her that had been screaming, shouting - it reared up and exploded, sending fire into her veins and scalding every inch of her soul. The room expanded, the room shrank. The room did not exist. Just him, that man, even though she had no idea who he was. Just his name, only his name -

'Kaizat-Amun' pushed himself off the pillar, rounded the throne, and stepped off the dais to walk toward her.