Chapter 3

       Palugo-lugo akong naglalakad sa gilid daan habang dala-dala ang aking mga gamit, naiiyak na lang ako pag naalala ang nangyari kanina.

Bwesit na manyak na yun, paalisin ba naman ako dahil sa ayaw lang ng bwesit niyang asawa at gusto nitong palitan ako ng isang lalaki.

"Sorry Ms. Cervantes, but your fired." seryosong sabi nito.

"Si-sir ba-bakit naman po?" biglang tanong ko dito.

"I and my wife have an argument and she wants me to have a guy secretary and I can't say no to her. I'm sorry Ms. Cervantes."

"Wahhhhhh!!! Tangina naman oh!!!" malakas na sigaw ko ng naalala ko ang kanyang sinabi at kung kaya't pinagtinginan ako ng mga tao.

Wala na akong pakialam duon.

Paano na ang kinabukasa ko, ang magiging anak ko, ang magiging asawa ko, ang magiging apo ko, wala na wasak na ang kinabukasan ko.

Tahimik lang akong pumara ng taxi kahit mahal ito at umuwi na lamang.

Pagkarating ko sa apartment ay para akong tanga na umiyak sa aking higaan at pinagpapalo-palo ang unan.

Makalipas ang ilang oras ay napag disesyonan kung kailangan kong makalimot kahit ngayon lang kaya lumabas ako at sumakay ng tricycle papunta sa isang bar.

Pagkarating ko duon ay bumungad sa akin ang napakaingay at medyo mausok na bar, may makikita akong nagsasayawan sa gitna na tila ngayon lang nakalabas sa hawla at may mga babae na tila kinulang sa tela, ngunit hindi yun ang pinunta ko dito, kayat dumeritso na ako sa isang bahagi ng bar kung saan di masyadong mahahalata na naroon ako at umorder ng inumon.

"Waiter!" malakas na sigaw ko rito.

Dali dali naman itong lumapit sa akin

"Ano po sa inyo ma'am?" nakangiti nitong tanong sa akin.

"I want the strongest alcohol you have here." diretsong sabi ko dito.

"For a beautiful lady? ayaw nyo po ba ng ladies drink" simpleng tanong nito.

"Just give me what I want! angal ka?" diin na sabi ko dito.

"Okay okay, the strongest alcohol for a beautiful lady, coming up." dali-daling sabi nito at umalis na sa harap ko.

Tahimik ko muling pinagmasdan ang bar na ito ng dumating bigla ang aking inorder na alak ay sinimulan ko nang uminoon. Kahit para sa iba ay O.A na ako, iba pa rin sa akin dahil ito yung una kong trabaho at mahalaga ito.

Sa simula ay hindi ko nagugustuhan ang lasa ng alak ngunit hindi naglaon ay nasanay na ang aking lalamunan. Mula sa isang baso ay naging dalawa, tatlo, apat, limat at nagpatuloy na. Dahil sa tama ng alak ay tumayo ako at nagsimulang maglakad sa dancefloor and slowly I move my body to the beat, as I'm holding a bottle of the beer that I don't know the name in my right hand, I raise my left hand and jump to the beat.

I sway my hips, move my body to the music not minding those people around me, and as a sudden, the song changes into a seductive one.

It makes me smile, as I hear the lyrics, due to alcohol controlled me, I sway my body seductively until I felt a hand on my waist dancing the same rhythm as mine. I bite my lower lip and lean on him like I'm depending on his body while I drink the last shot of the beer.

As the song past by, I slowly turn around to face him and cling my arms around his neck and keep on our own rhythm, we stare at each other as he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me closer, I bite my lower lip that causes him to stare at it and make a quick smirk out of that damn attractive lips.

I don't know why or what happens to me but suddenly I tip-toe wanting to reach those delicious lips of him, at first I thought of just a quick kiss but then it changes as he kisses me back and pulled me closely that even air cannot make through of our body. He is a good kisser, a combination of brandy and mint making me want more out of it. As I slowly close my eyes and just feel those lips biting and kissing me.

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Damn! di ko alam kung anong nangyayari sa akin but shit comes. As I saw this lady dancing earlier on this damn dance floor it is like she's a magnet and she's pulling me to come close to her. Then look now I'm in front of her kissing this damn lips. This damn soft lips.

Di ko alam kung paano o kailan nangyari ang lahat basta ang alam ko lang ngayon ay nandito na kaming dalawa sa pintuan ng condominium unit ko. Dali dali kong binubuksan ang pintuan.

"Damn!" I cursed as the door open and then I grab her to kiss again those lips while we entered my place. I slowly pinned her to the wall while my hands roaming around her body aggressively.

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Alcohol really eating me up, that caused me to make a crazy decision in my life and that is being with this stranger that I'm kissing right now.

Habang naghahalikan kami ay nararamdaman ko ang kanyang kamay sa loob ng aking damit, sa kanyang haplos ako'y nag-iinit . Simula sa aking tiyan ay gumapang ito papunta sa aking mga dibdib na tila ba eksperto sa kanyang ginawa.

"Perfectly fit in my hands." mapang-akit na sabi nito habang hinahaplos ang aking dibdib kasabay naman nuon ang pagkatangal ng lock ng aking bra ng di ko man lang namamalayan. Ang kanyang halik ay nagsimula na ring bumaba papunta sa aking leeg.

He slowly kissing, licking and biting my neck as his hand massaging my breasts, it's like both of his lips and hands have good coordination. After minutes he started to unbutton my polo shirt and let it fall on the floor together with my bra.

"Beautiful." he murmured as his kiss slowly moving down to reach one of my breasts. As I feel his mouth on my nipple it makes me moan.

Dahil na rin sa sensasyong aking nararamdaman ay nagsimula na ring gumalaw ang aking mga kamay upang tanggalin ang kanyang jacket at ang kanyang polo. Both of us are half-naked as his kiss went back in my lips and his one hand roam around my legs into underneath my skirt slowly massaging my ass while his other hand unzip it and like my polo it fall down on the floor with my undergarment. His kiss started to be a bit aggressive as am I. He pinned me closer on the wall while his both arms pulling my lower part closer to him and I felt the wild one underneath of his trouser.

I move my hands to remove his belt and unzip his pants and let it fall on the floor with his brief as well and both of us now are naked. He then lifts me as I wrap my legs on his waist and slowly moving his hips making me fell his big friend. I know it is a big base on what I feel now though I can't see it because it is dark here. While we both kissing he slowly moves to head into a closed-door that I think his bedroom.

My conclusion was right when he opened the room and gently make me lay down on his bed.

He then lay on top of me, while giving me a small gentle kiss while he slowly positions his big friend.

I bite my lower lip and flinch when I feel a small pain when he starts to move, causing him to stop and stare at me.

"Any problem?" He asks with a concerned look.

"I-its my f-fi-first time." nahihiyang sabi ko.

"Do you want me to stop?" he asks again.

"No!" biglang sabi ko at hinalikan sya.

He makes a small faint laugh as he whispered between our kiss.

"Don't worry baby, I'll be gentle."