Novels by polareus

ANVIAfter Jeniss got out of the clinic, I lied down on one of the beds to at least relax for how many minutes. It is already classes hours. I should be listening to the boring discussions of my professors rather than lying here and enduring these wounds I got from Kryzel. I should be listening to my bloc mates’ complains and nonsensical chatters. I prefer those than where I am now.I just wondered. What if I didn’t know Jof? What if I didn’t break up with Dernate? Will this still happen? Will Kryzel and I still be the best of friends? What if I never fell out of love? What if I didn’t let myself lay my eyes to someone else? Maybe everything will be just as okay as before. Yes, maybe that’s it, but I also won’t feel the happiness that I felt when I was with Jof. Maybe my life will be as boring as the times when I still don’t know him. I don’t regret meeting him, though. If it wasn’t for him, I can’t experience anything more joyful. I am still gratef

ANVI "Hey." I immediately spoke as soon as I sat at the chair near Jeniss. My fever just disappeared yesterday day and I'm sure that I'm already well. My head stopped aching, my hands stopped shaking, and the scratches already healed. There are few students inside the classroom. Some are talking, laughing or just staring at nowhere. I looked at Jeniss who's now looking at me too. "Are you already fine?" she asked, smiling. "Of course. What about you? Are you okay?" I asked back. She's too behave today and it's kinda bothering me. I'm not used to this demure Jeniss. She sighed and looked away. "No, I'm not." She looked at me, with a weak smile. What's going on? After hearing her answer, a pang of worry crept through me. I moved closer to her. "Why? What's the matter?" Slowly, she faced me. I can tell that she's really not okay. I was just

ANVIJust like a person who drunk several bottles of alcoholic beverages last night, my head just felt like it was going to crack anytime. My whole body aches that I can't even move my arms. I shake in coldness even though I am already covered with the comforter above my warm bed. I feel weak. I can't understand what I'm feeling but one thing is for sure; I'm not feeling well. The time is already five in the morning but I still want to lie in my bed and do nothing. Maybe this is just morning laziness. While staring at the ceiling, I replayed the scene that still lingered in my mind. It was still fresh like a new meat that was bought from a supermarket. Still raw. Still vivid.

ANVI "What?!" My scream echoed inside the bedroom when my clock stated that it was already eleven in the morning! I am worse than late! My head throbbed as I quickly got up from my bed. This is what I get for sleeping at seven am! I didn't mean to! It's not my fault if I can't forget what Dernate had told me yesterday! It's not my fault that he just suddenly spat some random things that would keep me awake 'till morning! This is his fault! I dashed to the bathroom to take a bath before heading straight downstairs. Maybe Zilla already went to work and didn

ANVI Lunch time came, Dernate really went to my classroom. Some students even whispered to each other in an audible way saying I'm a flirt, slut and a bitch for having another guy even if Jof and I just broke up. I just ignored them since I'm not really guilty about their gossips. He offered to order for us. For the second time, he refused to take my money and told me that it's his treat. I just sighed in response. He volunteered. It's his choice. The cafeteria wasn't that noisy but it just made me tweak some of my hair. I honestly don't know what to think or feel first. I'm confused to the highest level that it makes my head hurt. I leaned my forehe

ANVI After the encounter with Kryzel, I sent a text message to Zilla saying that I'll be waiting near Jeruo's car at the driveway. Despite of the physical pain I'm suffering at the moment, emotions still dominated within me. The pain because of my wounds and scratches is nothing compared to what I'm feeling right now. I don't mind the little amount of blood coming out from my forearm but I was thinking about the person who did this. Kryzel, why did she become like this? As far as I remember, she's never been like that back then. She was my best friend. How did this all happen? Our peaceful friendship was just destroyed that easy? Is Jof really worthy that she's willing to taint our bond?